Dedicated To You

really good intense intimacy between someone i care deeply about is one of the best feelings ever to me. im not even talking about sex. intimacy is so much more than that. i still get butterflies. like yes, kiss my forehead, kiss my thigh, trace my ribs, tangle your body so tightly with mine that I can't tell where you end and i begin, bury your face in my hair, my chest, let me nestle into your neck, just be close with me and let's exist this way forever

I thought the stars were beautiful, but then I looked into your eyes.

you’re just so captivating i could never take my eyes off you

I wish you saw what I saw, your smile glows brighter than the moon, your eyes shine bright with joy, the way your hands move like a statue waking up, I wish you could see how beautiful you are

I see the stars in your eyes and a galaxy in your heart

I wish you knew, because if you knew, maybe I’d have a chance with you and it wouldn’t just be me staring at a screen.

I only let the tears fall at 3:00am, when he’s asleep, and he won’t be hurt by my love for you.

He’ll be that person who I think about once all of my friends have died, once my spouse has passed, once my children have stopped visiting. He’ll be that happy memory of a very brisk moment in time when I had the privilege to sit near the love of my life every day.

You’re the only thought that can drift me peacefully to sleep.

Everything you do is so endearing to me.

I love him.

I’d use all my 11:11 wishes on you