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It felt good to be wrapped up in James, to kiss him - bloody hell did it feel good to kiss him. His lips were soft and fit perfectly against his. The taste of him was something sweet andโฆ James. It felt as if they were made for this, to be this way. Every move he made, James followed easily. The sound of his moanโฆ Merlin, that sound. His blood went hit and if he wasnโt flushed before he definitely was now and his body fully reacted to whatever this was.
He did pull away though breathless and moving his hips back as well, straining slightly against his jeans and a bit embarrassed from it if anything. He looked at James though, searching his face in the dim light, โI donโt - Iโm not ready to.. uhโฆโ afraid that if he said no it taking this further that It might be the end of - all of it. James was the first guy heโs ever kissed and it was - better than good and he wanted to do it for hours but he wasnโt ready to explore all that quite yet. He didnโt look away from James though, wanting to see if there anything gave away in his look compared to whatever he said. Doubtful that James would say anything harsh in a situation like this but not exactly certain he would mean whatever he said.
It took a moment for the words to sink in. All the blood went to the wrong head. The second they sunk in, James moved his hands and sat up.ย โItโs fine.โ he assured.ย โSorry, I shouldnโt have gotten so handsy. I just...โ James hadnโt expected for things to get so heated but he certainly wasnโt complaining. Maybe he should have done more to reel himself in.ย โYouโre a bloody good snog.โ Deciding to tease him just a little in hopes of avoiding any awkwardness, which was a little unrealistic. Snogging and dry humping your best friend wasnโt something you simply moved on from. Maybe he should say something? Tell him how he felt? โAre you okay?โ He asked hesitantly, dropping his carefree mask just for a moment. Nervous fingers pushed through the auburn hair, carefully looking up at Teddy again. Losing himself in the moment felt great, definitely something he wouldnโt mind doing again but he didnโt want to overstep. As good as it was, it wasnโt worth losing Teddy over.ย โI can sleep on the couch if youโd like.โ Not like they had much time to sleep with them having the ministry to go to in the morning.ย
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The thought of their first kiss did run through his head but that was the last thing he wanted to think about. The mess that made all those months ago and Teddy questioning - everything after just one night of James being back in town. He needed the time and James gave him that, he never pushed for answers on it, on how he was holding up because Teddy didnโt really know. Not till now.ย
It was all he needed to know. Neither as trashed as they once were that first night but he wondered if alcohol would always have to be involved if this went anywhere.. Teddy and his hopeless romantic antics already wishing but this wasโฆ probably going to turn out to be more complicated that something simple. Granted he wasnโt thinking that hard into it right now. A groan louder than he expected left him when his lip was bit and he laughed half into James mouth,ย โShit..โ He whispered but didnโt let it stop him from pushing James back down on the bed and nipping at his jaw and then back to his bottom lip that he sucked into his mouth before moving to kiss against his neck, his hips rocked in a soft and shallow motion, not paying much attention to that but much more focused on snigging James until their lips were chapped and swollen. He let his tongue taste the spot on his neck but went right back to kissing James again. Tongue requesting access and taking it the moment it was granted with a softer moan into his mouth. He had one hand buried in auburn hair and the other bunched into the side of James shirt.ย
This was much better sober, which was saying a lot considering he quite enjoyed the drunken snog they had last time. As much as he wanted to see where it would go, he hadnโt deemed it appropriate at the time to push for anything more. Teddy had been with Victoire for ages, heโd need time to sort himself out and find himself, all that philosophical stuff. The last thing he wanted was to be a rebound. Normally, he wouldnโt care cause he was usually with someone for a good time, not a long time. Teddy was different. Heโd always been different for him. They were best friend friends, firstly. Secondly, he was just as much family as anyone else. Thirdly, he had been smitten with him since fourth year. This wasnโt some anonymous stranger, this was someone who knew him for what he actually was.ย He smiled into the kiss as he whispered a swear. As he guided him back onto the bed, James wrapped both his arms around his waist. Teddy explored a bit before catching hims lips again. He could easily do this for hours, genuinely taken back by how naturally they moved together. The movement of his hips made him moan softly into the kiss, lifting his own against his for more friction. James tilted his head to the slide, giving Teddy full access to his neck. Lips against his sensitive skin made him shiver in the best way. The moment their lips met again, it was deeper and hungrier than before. Eyes fluttered shut and lips parted. James swallowed him moan as their tongues slide against each other. Hands slipped under his shirt, mapping out the skin under his fingers.ย
โโ quotes i found on pinterest sentence starters pt. one โโ
โย iโve polished this anger and now itโs a knife.ย โย
โย iโm fine, iโve had worse.ย โ
โย death too must be earned.ย โ
โย how do you destroy a monster without becoming one ?ย โ
โย am i a bad person ?ย โ
โย family isnโt who youโre born with, itโs who youโd die for.ย โย
โย are you flirting or starting a fight ?ย โ
โย iโll survive, somehow i always do.ย โ
โย um.. thatโs my emotional support knife collection.ย โ
โย tell me; would you kill to save a life ?ย โ
โย i am someone who did not die when they should of.ย โ
โย iโve never been good at emotional stuff. except anger. iโm good at anger.ย โ
โย you canโt protect everyone !ย โ
โย i have to try.ย โ
โย turn the pain into power.ย โย
โย what doesnโt kill me better run.ย โ
โย are monster born or created ?ย โ
โย chin up kid, theyโd kill to see you fall.ย โ
โย if he puts his hands on you, cut them off.ย โ
โย i could keep you safe. theyโre all afraid of me.ย โ
โย donโt play games with me. donโt ever think youโre capable of that.ย โ
โย the question isnโt who is going to let me; itโs who is going to stop me.ย โ
โย something had made your eyes go cold.ย โ
โย you havenโt even seen my bad side yet.ย โ
โย everybody knows that iโm a mess.ย โ
โย iโm sorry i let you down.ย โ
โย well, if it isnโt the feeling i was trying to avoid.ย โ
โย you are not your father.ย โ
โย even on your bad days, be kind.ย โ
โย you donโt want me and i need to accept that.ย โ
โย stay gentle. everyone is at war.ย โ
โย the risk i took was calculated. but clearly i am bad at maths.ย โ
โย i wonder which will get you killed faster, your loyalty or your stubbornness ?ย โ
โย always be a little kinder than necessary.ย โ
โย kind words cost nothing.ย โ
โย i am being perfectly fucking civil.ย โ
โย weโll never be those kids again.ย โ
โย iโm the original family disappointment.ย โ
โย if karma doesnโt hit you, i fucking will.ย โ
โย if you canโt be happy, at least you can be drunk.ย โ
โย you can talk to me, or not talk to me, but iโm here.ย โ
โย guess youโll just have to fight me.ย โ
โย i never asked to be like this.ย โ
โย wow.ย youโre a dick.ย โ

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* wintertimeย scenarios
making hot chocolate.
having soup.
drinking eggnog.
sitting in front of the fireplace.
bundling up before going outside.
being stuck indoors.
making snow angels.
building a snowman.
taking a warm bath.
settling under a pile of blankets.
catching a cold.
having a snowball fight.
telling scary stories.
slipping on the ice.
trudging through the snow.
shoveling snow.
going sledding.
taking a sleigh ride.
cutting out paper snowflakes.
following animal tracks in the snow.
exchanging gifts.
catching snowflakes on your tongue.
blowing hot air into your hands to warm them.ย
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types of people
grey- earbuds in, doesnโt talk, disappearing randomly, always busy, tired face, hard outside soft inside.
yellow- bright eyes, cheerful grin, quick winks, tattered converse, warm heart, city parks, close friends.
blue- denim jackets, patterned socks, messy hair, knowing looks, full coffee mug, roaming the sidewalks.
red- angry glare, strong feelings, ripped jeans, combat boots, leather jackets, bruised knuckles, record stores.
brown- deep eyes, full of stories, old soul, sipping tea, soft skin, vintage clothes, thrift shops, flannel shirts.
green- smoothies, splattered jeans, paintbrush in hand, art museums, road trips, pressed flowers.
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If James didnโt make the move then Teddy would know he was imagining all this, that it was all in his head. Lack of sleep is what he could blame it on and really, that could be it. Teddy was still figuring himself out since Vic but it had been some time since then, she was still his first in just about everything and making a move with anyone was going to be difficult - with James? Impossible.
He didnโt budge when the other sat up on his elbows, losing his hands under teddys grip hand him push forward just an inch but James did the rest of the work. He kissed him back with a sharp inhale and he pulled back for a second to look at him. It was a shock, it sent a buzz through his body and he couldnโt remember feeling that in years. He didnโt take long to lean in and kiss him again, this time his hand came up to cup the back of James head and pull him closer as he kissed him a bit deeper, โAre you drunk?โ The question came out soft, in the middle of the kiss and barely stopping to let James answer as fingers curled into the back of his head, not willing to let much room between them but he didnโt want to keep this, kissing up, if James was more trashed than he let on.
If James thought with his actual brain, he might have realized just how dangerous this was to gamble with. He was lucky they got through their first kiss unscathed, Teddy on the other hand didnโt. That incident alone should have made him realize that it wasnโt a good idea to mess around with your friend but, it only made him want to more. He had thought about this a lot, especially in the last few weeks. Their first kiss kept replying in his mind and, even though he tried to shove the thought away, there was a persistent part of him that was curious to see where this would lead them.ย โNothing ventured, nothing gained.โ The moment he felt him kiss back, he knew he was in the clear for now. They can worry about the outcome later. As James liked to say, that was future themโs problem.ย โNo,โ James said between kisses, sitting up all the way. Slightly buzzed and drunk were two entirely different things and he didnโt feel the need to clarify when their lips could be preoccupied with something else. Teddy wanted this too, he could feel it in the way he kissed him. It honestly hadnโt been his intention for things to go this way, having resigned himself to behaving but the impulsive and opportunistic side of him snatched the moment before he could even register things properly. They were already in the danger zone so, why not enjoy it? He caught the otherโs lower lip between his teeth, nipping at it sharply before soothing it with the velvet slide of tongue.ย
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A grunt of air left him and Teddy gave the other a feigned look of fear but then real fear as he started tickling him and Teddy squirmed and thrashed about while gasping for air between laughs. He finally wrapped his legs around James though and pulled him down, Hands grabbing for his wrists and rolling them over. Teddy pinned James wrists down, laughs still escaping him but more catching his breath as he let all his body weight rest on James.ย โYouโre the bloody worstโฆโ He leaned up and looked down at James, teal hair a mess all over and flushed cheeks, he didnโt dare let his hands free though.ย
There was a definite stir in the air for Teddy though, in the dark it would be hard to see, to tell but there were some pink starting to show through with the slight embarrassment he felt. He shouldnโt.. he knows he shouldnโt. He likes James and thatโs already enough trouble. All of this is screaming trouble. Teddy isnโt known for being the most perfect kid but he knew when to turn around and say no, he knew when to stop. James didnโt though. So, he stayed put, eyes locked on the other and half their bodies half tangled together with James hands loosely pinned at this point.ย
James managed to keep the upper hand for quite a while. His mistake was easing up on the tickling. Thatโs when the tables turned, when Teddy grabbed his wrists and wrapped his legs around him. James quickly found himself pinned under him. It wasnโt the worst position to be in. If he was being honest, heโs found himself in the same exact position countless times in dreams. Thatโs the unfortunate side of having a crush on your Godbrother since he was in 4th year. It was rather fortunate that they were in the dark because his paler complexion would have definitely given away something away for sure.ย โOh please, you love me.โ James countered, letting himself be pinned for now. It was far from the first time he was called the worst and it definitely wouldnโt be the last. While he was a naturally flirty person, he knew how to pick up on cues. Most of the time, his jokes were simply him sussing out how receptive a person was towards him. This? This felt different. He couldnโt quite see his face in the dark but he could feel his stare and the shift in energy. Teddy could have easily gotten up but he didnโt. Always being the most impulsive, James escaped the loose hold and propped himself up on his elbows. There was a second hesitation before he thoughtย โfuck itโ, and leaned in, capturing his lips in a kiss.ย

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He rolled his eyes a bit, thumb brushing over Sirius knuckle. He was a bit jealous, yeah. Or, just didnโt like the fact that a few guys so casually came up to him like that, for that reason. Sirius could handle himself and Remus trusted him - it was just his own thoughts throwing him around. And maybe just not used to it, he supposed others got invited places all the time. Straight couples were just allowed to go anywhere.. He always thought back to James and lily with things like this, he and Sirius could share a look and itโs all they needed to know how much they wanted the freedom to do anything of the sort but even a look was rare in a public setting, at least for Remus is was.ย ย
He let up more of a smile and reached over for Sirius beer and took a swig of it,ย โThereโs a pet store nearby, donโt think I wonโtโ His smile had turned into more of a smirk and he pushed the mug back over to Sirius.ย โThis is still weird thoughโฆโ A pause as he looked at a couple holding hands in a similar fashion,ย โYou being across the table when you could just sit next to meโฆโ Smile coming up at the corner of his lips as he pulled his hand back and scooted over in the booth some, not that Sirius took up that much room.ย
โGet me a collar while youโre at it.โ Sirius winked playfully, unbothered that Remus stole his pint. Growing up together, he was rather used to sharing and enjoyed it. He could feel Remusโ touch against his knuckles and it made his heart beat a little faster, simply not used to being this affectionate in public. It was silly, really. Remus and himself had been intimate with each other since Hogwarts, yet this made his stomach flutter with something borderline embarrassing.ย โIโd say itโs a good weird.โ Grey eyes glancing down at their hands until Remus pulled away.ย โAw, if you missed me, you could just say so.โ Sirius teased as he grabbed his mug and moved into Remusโ side of the booth. How could he deny him when he was smiling like that? It was thrilling being able to slide in next to him and not overthinking their distance, or lack there of. He rested a palm on the otherโs thigh as he pressed a few affectionate pecks to Remusโ cheek. He couldnโt help but take advantage of finally being able to act like a couple in public for once.ย โIโm gonna make you dance with me at some point.โ Sirius warned, smiling against the stubble on his cheek.ย
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Teddy knew thatย โohโ all too well, he knew James all too well. Anything he could make inappropriate he did, he swore he did,ย โYou horny git, I swear.โ He laughed and shook his head.ย โUgh!โ He wiped his hand on the blankets and another laugh came up as he did, not entirely surprised by the lick. He was persistent and apparently not even a bit tired. How James survived was beyond Teddy sometimes, he didnโt have the best sleeping schedule but he did in fact sleep. Given the okay to sleep in was even better but it seemed grumpy is what James was aiming for.ย
He wasnโt expecting the make me part but the pillow was pulled away and he lost the very brief train of thought,ย โI swear to Merlin youโre going to regret this.โ Teddy looked at the ceiling for a moment before sitting up and quickly grabbing the pillow that was under his head and then moving over to straddle James stomach and put the pillow over his head, he only held it there for a few seconds before bringing it up and smacking him with it over and over again, not putting too much force behind it and laughing as he did,ย โNow Iโm up! Happy! You little shit!โ Another laugh coming up as he leaned back and to the side to be off James but Teddyโs one leg still splayed across his stomach and his foot by James head.ย ย
James snickered, taking both the correct insult and theย โughโ in stride. Before he could think of something clever to say in response to his threat, Teddy was on him and held the pillow to his face. When he brought the pillow up, James shielded himself with his arms as the full fluffly wrath of Teddy Lupin rained upon him. He couldnโt stop the laughter, especially when Teddy started laughing too. James grabbed for the pillow a few times before actually grabbing it and yanking it away.ย Thinking quickly, he sat up and shoved Teddy back onto the bed. With the way they were situated before, James ended up between his thigh and hovered over him with a mischievous glint in his hazel eyes.ย โOh, how the tables have turned.โ James drawled before quick fingers assaulted him with a tickle attack.
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He nodded about the thrift store, he couldnโt count how many times he had been dragged there during the summers - he didnโt mind the place so much now but he didnโt really like going to any kind of store when they were younger because he never had the money to spend at them and he hated that the rest always tried to get him something. It only took a few tried before Remus made it clear not to offer him anything like that. He still wasnโt rolling in money or anything like that but he just didnโt need to go and it gave them their own time when Sirius went on his own.ย
His eyes widened a bit at the open mention of cock right here, right now, another look around but his expression changed a bit and he actually looked around. Not looking for a threat or for someone starring too long. It was all menโฆ Too paranoid of someone catching onto them he didnโt notice. Some coupled up, some solo or trying to hit it off, there was even a few snogging each others face off.ย โBloody hell..โ He shook his head, still a bit hesitant but not pulling away from Sirius. He let a beat pass between them after the question, eyes on Sirius, their hands and then around again. It was - odd. Is this what it would feel like to just be able to - be? To just walk outside hand in hand? He held Sirius hand back and nodded with a soft smile,ย โNot sure if you should be going to that thrift store alone anymore..โ He wasnโt going to let himself get too caught up in anything more than thisโฆfor now. He would have plenty of time to overthink it later. Sirius wanted a night out at a bar and thatโs what he was getting - the added plus that they could be a couple just made him not want to ruin the night even more.ย โYou really are like a dog that needs a leash.โ Not able to stop the smile at the very true fact.ย
Sirius let out another soft laugh as his eyes widened. It was easily drowned out by the music. It was rather liberating to be in the presence of other gay men. It was a bit of a shock really, seeing how everyone was openly gay. The only time heโd ever seem something of the sort was the gay magazines he nicked as a young man for reasons. It wasnโt something youโd see out in the world, muggle nor wizard. It wasnโt on the tele. The only real mentions of homosexuality was religious imbeciles acting all high and mighty, talking about how they needed to be saved. In Siriusโ opinion, they were the ones who needed saving from a dreadfully boring life of missionary and confession.ย โJealous, moonbug?โ Sirius teased, smiling a bit wider. It was so strange to feel so normal. They were holding hands where anyone could see. He wondered for a second if Lily and James ever realized how truly lucky they were that they didnโt have to think about being affectionate. His thoughts were quickly pulled right back at the mention of a leash.ย โIs that you hinting you want a leash?โ Verbally poking the werewolf playfully.ย
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Hereโs the thing. Remus has always been different. From the time he was two years old and making sand levitate in the sandbox. Being four years old and already reading and writing. Then thereโs the whole furry alter go heโs go going on. Point is, there isnโt a single hair or blood cell in or on him that is anything close to normal. Because of that, he wasnโt entirely surprised when he realized quite some time ago that he fancied men. Women too, of course. Yet such a thing isnโt very welcomed in their world, or the muggle one. Itโs something that people - on the occasions they do indulge - tend to keep on the hush hush.ย It makes sense then, doesnโt it, that when Remus started falling for his stunningly gorgeous, mouthy friendโฆ he did little else but sigh and relish his time alone in the room of requirement. What? A mans got needs, and when youโve got nosy & clingy friends, you gotta do what you gotta do.ย
There are still times that he thinks, perhapsโฆ maybeโฆ could Sirius beโฆ? No, of course not. He couldnโt be that lucky. Could he?ย
The playful expression gets the start of a smile from Remus.ย โYou tell me. I highly doubt youโll let me spend the hols studying.โย
โWho spends their hols studying when they could be doing something else?โ Sirius snorted.ย โLiterally, anything else Moony.โ Remus had always been the most studious of their group, though a part of Sirius knew that he had to be. With the days he had to take off due to his condition, he always needed to try and stay ahead or play catch up. Still... he couldnโt help but feel like he needed to live a little.ย โAs much as I know Ancient Ruins gets your going, no. Youโre not going to spend our holiday doing work.โ Sirius decided, making the executive decision. Though, it would bite him in the ass when school started up again and they had to have all their holiday assignments in.ย โWe should work on finishing the map. Weโre so close. Imagine Prongs and Wormtailโs faces when they come back and the bloody thing is finished? Best Christmas gift ever, if you ask me.โ
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โokayโฆโ He looked over at him, squinted eyes and all,ย โCan you sleep four hours gay?โ He laughed a bit as James rolled back though, a bit of defeat was all he needed, fixing his pillow back over his eyes and leaving his nose and mouth uncovered because it was clear James wasnโt going back to sleep but Teddy wasnโt going to give in to being up and at emโ till he had to.ย
โI felt bad saying noโฆ He never asks and itโs just a a day at the ministry. It wonโt kill us. Iโll make it up to you, alright.โ It was his fault and he wasnโt going to do it alone so yeah, he offered up James as well. Teddy didnโt know all that happened in the Potter house, he did know that James and Harry seemed the most off when it came down to it but that could be because James was the most vocal about certain things, or maybe Teddy just didnโt realize what was happening. Harry did a lot for Teddy, he helped him with a lot of gaps in his life with the loss of his parents before he was even a year old.. He blindly reached over, slapping James chest gently and them chin, fingers searched for his nose and then he rest his palm over his eyes,ย โSleep.โ He very last attempt to get just a few more hours.ย
James smiled softly at the mention ofย โfour gay hoursโ but then fell silent until Teddy mentionedย โmaking it up to himโ. He was sure it would be something like a cup of coffee or food but he couldnโt help but smirk just a bit. โOh?โ James asked lecherously before Teddyโs hand hit his chest, smacked around his face for a moment before settling over his eyes. โNo.โ Deciding to be a pest, he tilted his head up and licked Teddyโs palm simply to be a pain in the arse.ย โMake me,โ James stated defiantly. He knew Teddy was tired and wanted to sleep but... he wanted to not spend the day at the ministry. Not everyone could get what they wanted, unfortunately. Before Teddy could try and go back to sleep, he tugged at the pillow again in an attempt to be dreadfully and persistently annoying.ย

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Remus eyes were fixed on Sirius. He was no where near drunk but he might as well be with the way he was looking at the other in a public setting. Merlin, how did someone end up with every perfect gene known to mankind and then make them attracted to a werewolfโฆ of all things. Granted, Sirius did get a sprinkle of idiot in there too but there was a whole lot more going for Sirius than going against him.ย
A shake of his head as his trance was broken and he took a swing from his own glass, he did glance around after the comment though, just in case,ย โI was on the fence about what it was but - guess I know now.โ Sarcasm clearly dripping from his words as he leaned an elbow on the table and finished off his glass,ย โHow did you even hear about this place?โ It was full of muggles, loud, busy and no one even gave them a second glance so it was perfect. Remus couldnโt help but be a little curious.
โYou know that thrift shop I love?โ Sirius had been frequenting it since heโd stumbled across it while spending his first summer at Jamesโ. It was where he started collecting muggle clothes. They also sold magazines and music. It was one of his favorite muggle places to go which all the marauders knew.ย โWell, I was looking through some vinyls and I guess me looking over an ABBA record was a neon sign of liking cock. These two muggle blokes came over and started talking to me about a gay bar and...โ Sirius gestured to the lovely gay bar they were currently frequenting.ย Sirius grabbed his hand and laced their fingers together, giving his loverโs knuckled a soft kiss before smiling at him. If anyone was looking, it was with a slight disappointment that they were a couple. โNice, innit?โ It was the first time in a really long time he really felt like he could let loose without having to worry about being caught. Normally, Sirius was impulsive and could give a shit less about what anyone thought about him but, when it came to Remus, he had to. Remus had a lot more to lose than he did and had more secrets. Right now, they didnโt have to worry about their magic or their secrets or anything. They were two nameless blokes in a bar who could just be themselves.ย
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โI didnโt want you all to change your plans because of me. Apparently, Iโve failed.โ And of course it was Sirius who stayed. For whatever reason, the other man has been clinging to him a bit lately. Not that heโs complaining, heโs simply curious. Sirius is a widely wanted man in this school, and he could have attention from anyone he liked if it came down to it. Why he chooses to stay with the outcast werewolf is beyond him. He only hopes that doesnโt changeย โNow youโre stuck here with me and missing out on all the fun James had planned for you.โ The tone in which he says it is borderline playful, though hereโs a ring of truth to the words. Guilt hides behind those soft brown eyes, as he constantly feels like something of a burden in their group. With the potion, the way they all rally around him for his time of the month, he constantly feels in debt. And here it is again.ย
โHey, weโll have a brilliant holiday.โ Sirius promised, gesturing between them to further emphasize that would be a group activity. He always enjoyed Remusโ company. Underneath the soft spoken, reserved man was a dry wit and sharp sarcasm that never ceased to amuse him. It was part of the reason Sirius always sat between James and Remus. He loved Peter too, of course. If he broke things down, he just loved everyone differently. James was his brother in everything but blood. Prongs had seen him at his worst and still stuck by him at his best, the loyalty he felt for him was completely unwavering. Peter was more like a little brother, keeping an eye out for him and picking on him affectionately. What he felt for Remus... that was different. It confused him for a very long time, honestly. It wasnโt until he had a sex dream about someone he considered his best friend when he realize his feelings werenโt friendly. They ran a lot deeper than that. Sirius had tried dropping subtle hints but it didnโt seem to get him anywhere. Maybe it wasnโt the brightest idea to spend the entire Christmas Holiday alone with Remus but, he was willing to take that chance. A large part of him was really hopeful.ย โSo, what are we doing today?โ Sirius smirked as he wagged his brows playfully.ย