Life As Jeff ™

This is how I’m going out, 150 2mg xanax bars and a handle my favorite liquor pineapple new amsterdam. I just dont know when im doing it because im too afraid to but its happening sometime this weekend. I already wrote my good byes to my reddit family, my xbox family, and i wrote a letter for all my “friends” and family to see no ones going to stop me this time and i cant wait to do it and say good bye to everyone. I donated all $150,00 of my paypal money to a cancer foundation so i atleast did something good before i go. if ur reading this and u know who u are i hope you know this isnt ur fault, but i hope to hear from you soon. im glad the xanax i gave u were fake because ur living such a wonderful life now. ill see you all in hell if you go down with me.

I miss you. I need you. You were the last thing I went to bed to, and the first thing I woke up to. We did everything together. You were my Bonnie to my Clyde. But we'll never be the same. You're the devil. I lost my friends. The trust, The love, And the care from others. I gave you everything I had, My money, my love, my life. And you betrayed me. I never thought you would do this to me. Something so harmless turned me into someone no one knew. Someone not even myself knew. I'm better off without you, and you're better off without me.

Yesterday's lick. Percs, zannies, kpins, oxys, and some white girl. #nodsquad #junkiefam #jfam #drugs #pillporn

Feels like the first of the month #nodsquad #pillporn #xanax #benzos