hello! it's me ;)

I’m not mad, I’m in pain.

Rock, paper, scissors, I should not stare at you for too long for more than 5 minutes I need to look away and so I did. Rock, paper, scissors I don’t want to think about you it’s better if you just stop on coming around and showing yourself in my sweet dreams I will wake up and I hope reality would slap me harder this time. Rock, paper, scissors, funny how I keep on battling with myself contradicting my own feelings and eventually I still lose every time the fight involves you.

We started as strangers. finished, too.

I wish I met you before, after, or somewhere in between. Not now.

We don’t really talk anymore, but I’m glad you’re happy.

When you like someone everything about them is beautiful. When you love someone everything is beautiful.

Trying to stay awake in a boring class

I am wallflower who is also a wildflower.

And maybe I am just a star that had fallen for someone who had wished for something I have thought I could give.

Fall in love with someone you want to spend the rest of your life with, not the rest of the night with.

I want to run my fingers through your hair and along your jaw. I want to know your deepest desires. I want to know all your little quirks. I want to be able to name the top 5 things that make you happy. I want to know about the girl you first loved and if you still love her. I want to know what has broken you and how you pieced yourself back together. I want to be the person you trust. I want to know who you are.

In 5 years time, We may no longer be Speaking, you may have  Even forgotten who I am. In 5 years time,  We may no longer be  Friends like we are now In 5 years time, Perhaps I will no longer Know you like I know you Now, how sad is that? In 5 years time, We will all have graduated, And perhaps we will have found Our other halves, and that's  When people forget the ones in  Their past. All I know is that, right now, I’d like to know you in 5 years, To know you like I know you now, To talk like we do, to laugh like we do.  I’m not really sure what’s going to  Happen in 5 years, but I know That although you said you Wouldn’t forget me, it’s inevitable That you will move on from your past, You’ll find someone new, more interesting, More invigorating for your soul. Find someone amazing, who  Treats you well, and loves you for  Who you are. Find someone who Cherishes your company as I do yours. You deserve so much happiness, so  Keep smiling and eventually, before you  Know it, your life will come together. I hope you keep all your promises,  Because a lot of people give up on them. They forget the important things they Wanted to do in life when they were young. You will be a masterpiece, don’t ever  Doubt that, my faith in you is never-ending.