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I finally saw the in school counselor again It didn’t help The things I wanted to discuss didn’t come up. We spent the majority of the time talking about meditation. I feel worse then when I started.

I don’t want to do anything I don’t want to go to school or do homework or do DCI or Thespian society or the musical or sing eat get out of bed I hate it I hate it all

FIRST: If you know me in real life. Don’t tell my parents I very much like my life to stay the same. I would like them to know on my own terms. thank you. I don’t know how to describe today. It wasn’t a complete trainwreck, but it definitely was not the best. It started out to me waking up and finding out that one of my best friends was most likely the reason why my relationship was ending so…

I just got back to my hotel room from a nice long day. It started with getting up and going to a nice small cafe for breakfast, where I had my usual: Eggs, Bacon, and Potatoes. It tends to be a safe option for gluten sensitive people. I then spent some time attempting to read on Waikiki, which ultimately failed since I thought I had found a secluded place to read in the sun, but within 5 minutes…