sad

it really pisses me off how easy it is to get sad and then how long and hard it is to get happy again like what the fuck man thats not fair

this tour should have never fucking happened i’ve been saying the same shit since before it started… they were on opposite sides of the planet a day before the first date.. they were fucking tired …..they didn’t rehearse and it’s been a shit show since the word go ..i’m just sad this could have turned out different.. 

i feel like today is my funeral

im thankful that i was able to see zayn perform in person

i will never forget the first time i listened to a one direction song i will never forget how happy it made me feel i will never forget how much fun it was to go to the 1d movie and i will never forget how happy one direction makes me, thank you zayn so much for everything you have done i love you and good luck with whatever you choose to do next in life

after five years, it deserves more than a Facebook post

What’s the point anymore honestly

no more right next to you leeyum. no more giggly scrunchy fond ziam at concerts. no more zouis partners in crime. no more bus one. no more ot5 puppy piles on stage. gone. all gone.

i feel like i’m on autopilot i genuinely don’t feel alive

One Direction’s first and last performances as a five piece. (2010 - 2015)