Buzz

Yeah, fine, I just can’t really carry my son around on the job

Right. Of course not.

-talking to a nurse at the nurses station- Thank you so much, he’d be with the child minder but she called in sick last minute, and I currently don’t know what’s going on with Lottie, otherwise she’d have him… anyway, I better get to work. 

Is everything alright?

Now can we cuddle?

Of course we can.

Stop worrying, okay? It’s not good for you.

I'll try.

I think so. 

We'll be fine.

Okay.

Are you a good liar?

That’s a good idea. I’d hate to use your condition like this, but I don’t want to leave you.

I don't mind, really. It's for the best.

I know. Thank you.

I'm going to use my disorder to play off anything if we get caught, okay?

It’s not fair. And I know I’m whining right now and I’ll stop in a minute but it’s almost Christmas and I haven’t seen you in so long and you’re hurt and it’s just not fair.

It's not fair, but that's how it is. And I have to keep you safe. I have to.

But no one’s going to find out..right?

I don't know.

Color me stoked. I can’t wait for your demise.

And I can't wait for yours. 

Why? I thought we were being careful enough.

Because if things are going to go sour, you're the one suffering the most.

Okay, so we’ve established you can easily lie about your relationship.. But can Andrina? Could she lie just to keep her job? And you know, after I tell them, they’d keep a close eye on you both, making it even harder to hide your budding romance. It’s easy, back off and let me deal with things myself, and I won’t tell. It’d give me so much pleasure to go to Ursula with this information.

I would leave her if it kept her safe. You can't even think for yourself, you have to have someone pulling the strings, telling you orders to complete. Things you wouldn't do otherwise. I would knock you out right now, suffer the consequences, if I could stand without a crutch. So when I am healed, I'll make sure you get your rain check. 

We have to be more careful.

If you really think the fact that I cheated on Vanessa is still what’s affecting me, you don’t know as much as you think you do. I’ve accepted how shit my life is, have you? Keeping a relationship a secret can’t be much fun, can it? How long are you going to keep it quiet? If they ever find out about you two.. Let’s just say I’m glad I’m not in your position.

I'm the crazy patient who fell in love with the nurse, someone who was in the infirmary. It's a common thing, happens all the time, I imagine us together, I think it's real. I'm delusional, it's in my file, it is my diagnosis. Come on now, you see how easy this all is, right?