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updated on 06.23.2025

about me

pairing: bonten! ran haitani x gn! reader

t/w: cheatings, swearing. criminal activity-related.

synopsis: one night, you decided to meet and surprise your boyfriend, ran haitani at the club he part-owned with his brother but his brother mostly owned it. but you were met with a surprise.

you walked into the club that was owned by your brother-in-law. most importantly, rindou haitani. you happen to be married to one of the haitani brothers. not rindou, ran. you saw rindou overlooking the crowd and you decided to scare him. you walked towards him and touched his shoulder. he jumped, clutching his chest.

"why so jumpy, rin-rin? are you planning something or is someone going to attack the club tonight? where's your idiot of a brother?"

"i didn't know you were showing up tonight, that's why i got scared. i don't know where he is. we can find him, if you want?" you nodded, wrapping your arm around rindou's arm. you noticed ran, with a bunch of girls on him. you whistled and ran averted his attention towards you and rindou. you smiled at ran while giving a menacing glare to the girls as well.

"i thought you were working? hm? i guess not. i guess i have to tell the boss you aren't working. that'll be your paycheck, not mine sir. hey rin-rin, be a darling and fetch me a car?" you smiled. ran got off the couch pushing the girls off of him. he ran towards you, grabbing your shoulders to pull you into his embrace. he apologized over and over, holding you tightly.

"please Y/N. i'll do anything. don't tell mikey and please don't leave me. it was a mistake. ran exclaimed as you laughed, taking his hands off of you. "how about this instead? you can shove that apology up your ass and call it a day? call me when you're ready to talk. at the moment, i am busy and cannot talk to you. please ran, let go of me." you pulled away, fixing his collar.

you thanked rindou while smiling for the car. you walked out of the club towards the car. you got into the car to see kokonoi as the dirver. "where to, Y/N?"

"ran's apartment. so, why did rindou call you to pick me up instead of the bodyguards?"

"because he told me what happened and as your best friend, you need someone to rely on. are you going to tell mikey?" you shrugged. "i don't know. but once he is sobered up, i told him to come home so we could talk about it, like adults. and you don't have to watch over me koko. i'm okay, i promise."

"Y/N, are you sure?"

"yes, i am sure. i'll text you or rindou if i need anything." you got out of the car, thanking kokonoi for the ride. you walked towards the apartment, unlocking the door. you did your night routine right before sitting on the couch to watch some tv.

-

the front door opened and you happened to be sleeping on the couch. you looked up to see ran standing by the door. he walked towards you and picked you up, carrying you to your guys' shared room. he placed you on the bed, putting the blanket covers over you. he kissed your cheek, sitting at the edge of the bed. "i came home late. i'm sorry. i went to headquarters to explain my actions to mikey. then, i got lectured by koko. Y/N, i'm sorry. i truly am. leave me for all you care. i deserve it."

"jealousy, jealousy. the one word that makes a relationship plummet. go to bed. it's whatever. it happens. it's late, so please go to bed."

"but Y/N, we haven't properly talked. i know it's late, but come on."

"like i said, if you keep talking, i'll shove a gun down your throat. go to sleep ran. please, i forgive you, okay? good night."

-

it was the morning after and you happened to be in the kitchen, eating. you sat at the counter top as ran walked into the kitchen, looking at you. he stood in front of you, staring intensely. you looked up to see him staring at you. "i thought we already had this conversation. ran, i don't give a fuck. everyone goes through relationship problems."

"i know, i know. but like, i was an idiot. i shouldn't have done it at all. it disrespected our relationship and you. i want to apologize on my behalf for being a dumbass. and not being loyal to the most amazing person in the world."

"ran, sweetie. you're trying too hard once again. i forgive you, sheesh. i need sanzu to torture you or something. or something worse. have kokonoi stop sending your checks.

"Y/N, i'm not joking."

"i'm not either. i have sanzu and kokonoi on speed dial. so stop already." he sighed and ran his hands through his hair. "you need to stop doing that. also, keep your hair like that. messy. no gel either. the gel makes it look gross."

"how rude."

kuroo tetsurō

suna rintarō

kenma kozume

pairing: highschool! hanma shuji x gn! baji! reader

t/w: swearing

synopsis: you happen to have dated hanma shuji and he decides to plan a little visit while during lunch.

happy endings, the thing almost everyone doesn't get or gets. in your case, you never ended up getting your happy ending. you walked through campus, thinking about how your happy ending was cut short. you sat at a vacant table, pulling out your materials. when you happened to see your ex, hanma shuji, messing around with his friends. you avoided eye contact to not be seen.

to be away of distraction, you moved to another secluded area with a table and started to do your work. you took your earbuds out of you ear and sighed. you grabbed your eraser out of irritation, taking away the pencil marks you just had created. "hey Y/N. long time no see, eh? why haven't you been answering my calls?"

THAT VOICE

you looked up to see your ex, hanma shuji, standing right in front of you. you avoided eye contact, not answering any of his questions. "come on, love. are you still mad at me for breaking your heart? your brother wasn't too thrilled with it either." hanma laughed. of course, he had to mention your brother.

your brother happened to be baji keisuke, the former 1st division captain of Toman. and the one who passed gracefully during October 31st, Bloody Halloween. ever since you moved onto high school, Toman had disappeared into thin dust.

you looked up to stare at hanma. he smirked and you decided to grab his face, digging your sharp nails into his cheeks. "don't talk bout my brother, like you know him. his name and my name shouldn't be said, even if it's from your disgusting mouth of yours. got it?" you growled, pushing his face away.

"sheesh Y/N. take a chill pill. i ain't here to start any shit. i just wanted to come by because i saw you walking. i wanted to see how you were doing." you scoffed. "how am i doing? the thing you should be worrying about is yourself and your new girlfriend. don't think i wouldn't hear about it, you asshole." you laughed.

"i have eyes and ears all around this place. remember, this school is filled with people who like to gossip. and tell me about it, even if it involves you. or even Toman itself." hanma looked at you, with widened eyes. "Toman? i thought they disappeared into thin air. i thought they weren't all on speaking terms with each other. after Bloody Halloween."

"well, some aren't and some are. the ones who happen to be very close are the founding members. which includes mikey. the one founding member you despised the most. wonder what he's doing right now. he would probably love to fight because some asshole is bothering me."

you smirked while hanma scoffed. "as if Y/N. like you would call him up right now to just kick my ass." you grabbed your phone, going to your contacts. you pressed on mikey's contact, showing hanma. "all in one press, he'll be here in 2 minutes. or even less if i scream into the phone."

hanma grabbed your phone, placing it into his pocket. he sat down at the table and you huffed. you crossed your arms, not looking into his eyes. "Y/N, come on. stop being a huge baby. also, i broke up with the girl because she wasn't like you and she was really annoying. i came to apologize instead."

you snickered. "of course you broke up with her. what kind of apology is this time? hm? the one where you ask me to take you back? the one where you ask to take me back and promise you won't do anything like this again? which one, love?" hanma sighed. "it's neither. i just want to apologize for ruining your happy ending. i know how happy endings suffice your life. i'm sorry Y/N."

"wow, that's different. hm, i'll think about accepting that. thanks though for a good apology. instead of the shitty ones you have been giving me. i guess no one is getting their happy ending."

pairing: Bonten! sanzu haruchiyo x gn! kokonoi! reader

t/w: the game 'russian roulette' is based upon luck. the game can be played many ways but this will be using a handgun.

synopsis: you have been working with the criminal organization Bonten for awhile. you happen to be the twin of the money maker of Bonten, kokonoi hajime. you ended up dating sanzu haruchiyo, Bonten's number 2. you guys end up playing Russian Roulette but turns horrible.

you were sitting in the common room, finishing up the paperwork for kokonoi, your brother. sanzu came running into the room, making you look up from the papers. sanzu sat on the couch and popped a pill into his mouth. you walked up to him and grasped his jaw.

“what are you doing here, sanzu? you’re supposed to be at the bonten meeting right now.” sanzu giggled. “i'm here to see mi amor. the person i love the most in the entire world. i've missed you, darling.” 

“well, right now. your lovely S/O is trying to help kokonoi with your paychecks. so, go away. go back to the meeting, sanzu. please, i'll even play a game of Russian Roulette with you.” sanzu's eyes glowed at the words you told him.

he nodded and ran out of the common room, back to the meeting room. you laughed and continued to finish the paychecks for kokonoi. 

–

you walked into kokonoi's office to see him working on paperwork. he looked up to see you and smiled. he thanked you and you placed the papers onto his desk. sanzu came running into the office and was holding a gun.

“you promised me, darling. Russian Roulette.” sanzu smirked. you nodded. “okay, okay. meet me in the common room, okay? i still need to do something for koko. i promise, sanzu. go.”

sanzu walked out of the office while you watched him. you turned your attention back to your brother and he sighed. “what are you going to do with him? you really aren’t playing, right Y/N?” 

“i mean, i promised him and i can't break it. if you want to supervise the game if you want. so nothing goes wrong. i’ll even have rindou and ran check it out as well, okay?” 

“fine, fine. i can't believe you. my twin is dating sanzu, a psychopath. how can you deal with him?” 

“Ii's easy, think about yourself. i had to deal with you and you’re in love with money because of a certain reason. but seriously koko, i'll be fine. i promise. if anything happens, rindou will stop the game automatically.” 

“that's rude. at least i'm rich and can bring money to the table. you need to stop making promises. in the future, they might end up killing you. but i will be there as well to supervise.” 

“well, don’t jinx it, okay? let's go.” 

– 

you both walked into the common room to see rindou and ran already there with sanzu. koko stood by them while you sat in front of your boyfriend, sanzu. he handed you the gun and smiled.

“you start off the game, love. go ahead. i promise i won't hurt you and you know that. do you trust me, Y/N?” you nodded. “i mean, it’s a game of luck. so, yes. i do trust you. so, koko, don’t interfere or the game will not be played smoothly, please.” you aimed the gun towards the temple of your head and released the trigger.

koko sighed, relieved knowing you weren’t dead yet. you gave the gun to sanzu and he did the same thing. repeating the process over and over. it came to the last trigger, you being the last person to do it. you placed the gun onto your thigh and sighed, releasing the trigger.

you felt a sharp pain go into your thigh. you removed the gun to see the blood, spilling out. koko looked at you, in shock. he ran towards you and placed his hands onto the wound. everyone got up, running to get the doctor. sanzu looked at you, noticing what had happened. he got out of his daze and got up, freaking out. the doctor arrived and koko removed his hands from the wound. 

– 

you were laying on the bed, in sanzu’s room. the door opened and sanzu walked inside, sitting on the bed. he looked at you, apologizing profusely. “i'm so fucking sorry, mi amor. i thought i would get the bullet. i'm so sorry. it took koko a lot of convincing to let me see you.” 

“hey, hey. It's not your fault. i knew the risk, sanzu. it's okay and koko is just an asshole and overprotective of me. because of y’know who. you don’t have to worry. how are the boys? they seem shaken up, just a tad bit.” 

“well, koko and the brothers are the only ones who were scared the most. everyone is fine, but mikey wants to see you. probably to give you a long-time rest from this.” 

“i mean i don't need a long break though, sanzu. i'm fine. i've been through the worst. a gunshot won’t kill me.” sanzu laughed. “do you hate me?” you tilted your head to the side. “no, i don't hate you. where did this come from? hm? did koko get in your head?” 

“no, it’s just a thought I've had for a while. one, i'm a terrible boyfriend. two, i can't even protect you. and three, i can't even take care of myself. like look at me, i'm a fucking drug addict, Y/N!” you sighed.

“you need to calm down, haru. before the boys come running into here, thinking you’re attacking me. i don't hate you, i love you. remember, i choose you. not rindou. not ran. no one else. just you.” sanzu sighed, looking into your eyes. “i can't believe koko is letting me date you. i don't deserve you.” 

“i know. don’t worry. you do deserve me. also, the wound isn’t that bad anyways. the doctor said i'll be back on my feet in a few days.” sanzu smiled. “i'm glad. well, maybe i should go. koko might think i'm murdering you or something.” 

pairing: bonten! sanzu haruchiyo x gn! haitani! reader

t/w: weapons. harassment. breaking in.

synopsis: based on euphoria season 2 when nate comes into maddy's room and threatens her. but instead of nate and maddy, it is you and sanzu. instead of the disc, it is some paperwork you stole from the company building because it had some important information. and sanzu believed you stole it so he decided to stalk and track you down for it.

you walked into your apartment, locking the door. you took your shoes and purse off, throwing your keys onto the counter. you started to walk towards your room, going to the bathroom. you started to take off your clothes, putting on your pajamas. you walked out of the bathroom, back into your room. you heard a gun reload and you turned to see your ex, sanzu haruchiyo. you jumped, and moved away.

“what are you doing?” you asked. sanzu got up and looked at you. “don’t worry. i'm not here to apologize. can you imagine if i was sitting here with a gun forcing you to accept my apology?” sanzu laughed. 

“you’re scaring me, haru.” you whispered. sanzu scoffed. “yeah, that's kinda the point.” you winced. “i love you, haru. haruchiyo. i love you.”  

“i know you better than anyone in this world. i know. i humiliated you. it’s over.” sanzu walked towards you, making you sit down on your bed. “tell me where it is.” 

“what do you mean? i don't know what you’re talking about, haru.” 

“the papers and money. rindou told me you took it before you left me. tell me where the fuck you put it!” sanzu said, laying on top of you. he aimed the gun towards your head and you cried.

“take a deep breath for me.” he cocked the gun as you cried. he moved the gun towards your temple, repeating the same action to him. “stop it, Haruchiyo.” you winced, shaking.

you cried horribly, trying to push him away. “stop, haruchiyo, stop! please stop it! stop, stop, stop! it’s in, it’s in the drawer. it’s in the drawer! it’s in the drawer!” you screamed. 

you gasp, as sanzu gets off of you, walking to your desk. he opens the drawer, collecting the papers and money. you crawl up into a ball, crying and breathing heavily. he walks back to you and sits on the bed. “hey, i'm sorry. i was… i was jok....” 

“leave me alone! don’t touch me!” you said, kicking him away with your feet. sanzu sighed. “i'm sorry. i'm sorry. there’s no bullets in the gun. i'm sorry, Y/N. goodbye.” 

– 

it was the next day and you stayed in bed, under the covers. your bedroom door opened and you got out of the covers to see your two brothers, rindou and ran. “hey, we heard what happened. we didn’t know sanzu would do that.” ran said, patting your back. you jumped. “don’t touch me! leave me alone.” 

“Y/N, we’re sorry. mikey is handling him right now.” 

“just leave. i'm done with him and you guys. this stupid criminal business. i'm done. leave me alone. get out.” 

— pairing: toman! sano manjiro x gn! reader

— t/w: weapons.

— synopsis: you are dating the leader of Toman. you’re home alone due to your parents having a business trip. mikey visits you and shows you the most precious thing he owes. you end up trying to do a trick but ends horribly.

you were in your room, sitting on your bed. you stopped doing something when you heard a rock hit your window multiple times. you walked to your window to see your boyfriend, mikey, the leader of toman, standing there.

you opened your window and looked at him. “what are you doing manjiro? it’s late.” mikey laughed. “manjiro? since when have you ever called me by my original name? and i’m here to get you. so we can hang out.”

“mikey, it’s late. come inside and we can hangout here.” mikey climbed up the window and closed it. you walked back towards your bed and laid on it. mikey laid right next to you, pulling you into his arms.

“i’m surprised you’re letting me stay the night. your parents would kill me, most importantly your dad.” you laughed. “well, they’re on a business trip, so you’re lucky. what did you bring this time?”

“a butterfly knife.” mikey said. you looked at him with widened eyes. “wait what? a knife?” mikey smiled. “yes, a knife. but this knife is special. it’s mine. ever since i was a kid. i wanted to teach you how to use it. but i’ll give you a decoy.”

“decoy? just give me the real one. i’m a master at this.” you smiled, confidently. “yeah right. i’m not giving you the real one. you might cut yourself and i don’t want you to be hurt.”

“come on! you need to trust me! i‘m really good. trust.”

“i don’t know. you seem confident but i don’t think you can handle the sharp blade. just yet. it’s really sharp.” mikey stated. “do you not trust me?”

“i do trust you. fine, here. do a trick right now. i’ll be happy and surprised if you can do one trick.” mikey said, handing you the butterfly knife. you grabbed it out of his hands, opening the blade.

you attempted to do a trick, but ended up throwing it around the room. it landed near mikey, he jumped out of his spot. he grabbed the knife, giving you a look. “see, you’re not ready. i’m not letting you do this again.”

“you’re annoying.”

mikey sighed, “i know. but i love you.”

— pairing: sano manjiro x haitani! fem! reader

— t/w: manga spoiler! angst! sensitive topics. death.

— synopsis: it’s basically the manga scene where bonten mikey ends up jumping off the building. MANGA SPOILERS!

you were standing on the rooftop of the building, crying and yelling for mikey to get down. he turned to you, with tears in his eyes. he smiled and stared down at you. “mikey, please. get down from there! you’re going to fall and i cannot live with myself if that happens!”

“y’know that i love you, right? you have always been by my side for a long time. and i love you for that. remember, stay strong for me, okay?” you grabbed his hand, trying to pull him down. he pulled you onto the edge of the building. “do you trust me, y/n?”

you nodded. “i do trust you. but please, get down. the boys will be here soon. please don’t leave me. i know you’re having trouble, but please. manjiro.”

“the way you say my name makes me smile. i’m going to miss that cute laugh of yours. i can’t believe i got my chance with you. i don’t deserve you.” you wiped your eyes, holding onto mikey. he wrapped his arms around your waist, smiling. “are you ready?”

“no, i don’t want you to go. don’t leave me here.”

“y/n! mikey! get down!” sanzu yelled, waving his hands around.

“i love you.”

“i love you, y/n.”

with that, you both fell off the edge of the building. the crowd watching below, with the boys watching as well. sanzu runs to the rooftop to save you both. you both closed your eyes, tears falling down.

you both fell to the ground, holding hands. everyone looked in shock, not knowing what to do. rindou walked towards your guys’ body, trying not to cry. he grabbed your body, holding you tightly. crying into the crook of your neck. ran went towards rindou, patting his back.

sanzu picked up mikey, wiping his eyes. both of the boys picked up your bodies and took you back to HQ. rindou got you cleaned up and sighed. “why’d you do it? why’d you leave ran and i? we are going to miss you, our little sister.”

— pairing: kim taehyung x gn! reader

— t/w: none

— synopsis: you are the spouse of kpop idol, kim taehyung. you come home from work one day, to see taehyung and your children reading and playing.

you got home from work, yelling for taehyung and your children. you got no response back and you were confused. you adventured out to the living room to see taehyung playing with the kids. you smiled, watching them play with their father. your daughter notices you standing there and proceeds to run to you.

you hoisted her up into your arms, hugging her tightly. you kissed her cheek as she giggled repeatedly. your son came towards you as you put your daughter down. he signaled his hands to you and you did the same.

taehyung walked towards you, kissing your cheek. you placed your son back onto the ground and watched them go back to playing. “i see that you’re enjoying your break time with them. i’m glad that they gave you a break. they haven’t seen you in a while.”

“i know. this break was much needed. i’m glad that they gave me this break. i get to spend time with the people i love.” taehyung smiled.

“i thought the boys were the only people you love?” you laughed.

“i mean they are. but come on, y/n. my spouse and my kids are people who i care for as well. even though the boys are on my list, you guys are my number one priority.”

you smiled at taehyung and he wrapped his arms around your waist. “so, what were you guys doing before i came home?”

“well, first. i made them lunch. then, we took the longest nap in the world. they both woke up and wanted to play with the ipad, so i let them. then here we are. we were just reading.”

“that’s nice. what a relaxing day. i wish i had a day off. where i can just hangout with you guys. i really need a day off.” you pouted. “don’t you have one soon? i don’t go back to work for a while. bang pd-nim thought it would be nice to give us a break. even if we miss our fans.”

“i have a day off tomorrow, i think? but who cares anyways. i need a break and i also want to spend time with my favorite people.”

“yeah, i know. hopefully we can spend time with you. we’ve missed you.”

you smiled at taehyung as he walked back to the children. you watched them in awe, staying behind. taehyung looked over to you and called you over. you walked to taehyung and the children. you sat right next to taehyung and he pulled you onto his lap. he kissed your cheek and smiled. you and taehyung started to watch the children as they did their thing. he hugged you tightly and smiled.

“i love you.”

— pairing: kim taehyung x fem! reader

— t/w: swearing. manipulation and stalking. threats.

— synopsis: you were the ex of kpop idol, kim taehyung. you end up running into a hotel, running on each floor, trying to escape him. until he finds you.

you were in a hotel, running to each floor. running around each hallway, trying to escape sudden death. you knocked on each door, trying to achieve the impossible of someone answering. however, no one answered. you stopped, leaning against the wall, taking a breath. you stopped breathing when you heard a voice, a voice you had to escape.

“come out and play, my sweet y/n. i know you’re here. you can’t escape me. please come back to me.” the voice sang out. you covered your mouth, hiding away in a corner. you peeked your head out to see if the voice was getting closer to you. it was utter silence until you looked up to see taehyung, smiling at you. he grabbed you by the wrist, attempting to hold you by your waist. you pushed him forcefully, but his grip on you stayed. he kissed your cheek, which made you silent.

“i told you i would find you! why do you keep running away? it makes me sad and unhappy that you don’t want to be near me anymore.” taehyung pouts. you looked away from him, removing his hand from your waist. he used his free arm to grab your jaw, squeezing and adding pressure as he smiled, wickedly.

“princess, i don’t get why you would rather stay with jungkook. he is a sweet guy though. is he sweeter and gentle like me?” you pushed him away and got out of his rough grip. you gripped your jaw, massaging it as you trembled. he walked up to you, caressing your cheek.

“i didn’t mean to hurt you. will you forgive your taetae? you know that i love you. your precious eyes and happiness always makes me smile.” you sighed. “you need to stop. we broke up. you need to move on. it’s been years. are you really that hung up on me?”

taehyung tilted his head to the side, moving his hand to his chin to think. he used his other hand and grabbed a card from his pocket. “but you promised! even if we broke up, you would stay with me! you fucking promised!” taehyung angered. he shoved the paper into your hands. you opened it, looking at the letter you made.

“i just can’t do this anymore. you keep following me. and it’s creeping me out. please taehyung. i feel like we should see other people. or even just stay out of each others’ lives. even if it means i have to get a restraining order.”

taehyung gave you a strained look. you looked at his hands to see his knuckles turning white. “no, i don’t want that. and i won’t agree to this plan. this is unfair. this isn’t something i want you to abide by.” you sighed, trying not to look at him.

name: malia

age: twenty-one

pronouns: she/they

sano manjiro

as the world caves in

butterfly knife

ken ryuguji

baji keisuke

chifuyu matsuno

mitsuya takashi

sanzu haruchiyo

stop, you're scaring me

russian roulette

ran haitani

jealousy, jealousy

rindou haitani

hanma shuji

happy endings

kazutora hanemiya

kim namjoon

kim seokjin

min yoongi

jung hoseok

park jimin

kim taehyung

obsession

inner child

BTS

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