My way back

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Red. The first thing I can associate is Blood, as dark as red. Red.... so much Pain. My country’s flag it's said to be red and white . Red, because of the blood of martyrs, soldiers,innocents and natives whom choose, did and over anything else PREFER spill their life liquid than stay quiet  under a Oppressive ruler.

White . for the pure of peace,of the innocent who live in the land We call OUR country, White for social justice and LIBERTY. For a new beginning of freedom to choice, to walk , to talk, to express our opinion and to take a stand. Today ,The police show us again that all the Symbol of LIBERTY is nothing more than a Illusion that have been destroyed by the Corruption of power what We call today the actual Government, a illegal one. 

Once upon a time, In the middle of war a national Hero rise to defend the symbol of our end of oppression, choose to die with it than let the other side destroy , taint and damage it. Death WAS more honorable than just  let other SOLDIER of OTHER country use it on a despicable way. Damm. He must be rotting in his tOmb.

 BECAUSE TODAY A SAME MAN OF THE SAME COUNTRY KILL A INNOCENT MEN WHOM THEY SWEAR TO PROTECT. While the Power in command said over and over. THEY ARE NOT USING LETHAL FORCE. Well, They can said to them self while closing their eyes while thousands of eyes with a lot of memory can prove otherwise. WE KNOW . 

RED, IT IS THE COLOR OF BLOOD THAT IS IN THEIR HANDS, IN THE WHITE OF LIBERTY AND INDEPENDENCE that we call OUR FLAG. Now, all We have left is blood on the streets of a young man who was fighting and practice his LEGAL  right to protest in a peaceful way . He was only 25 year old.

Now is only other stain of red on the floor , Now He is the RED of our Bicolor flag. 

#MerinoNoMeRepresenta

It is not surprise that in a Country as The one I'm living , The corruption of power manage, control and If i may said pay more favors than a hooker, Has won in a moment of crisis as Covid-19.

1) SURPRISE SURPRISE..... NOT REALLY

Don't get me wrong, I love my country, MI PAÍS, its mine . I live on it, the people i love live on it and my family died, lived and keep going on it. However I can not  blame the people on it either . We are a democratic Country, with laws, separated instructional powers and the CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHT to VOTE, as I said before people, ughh people, Political campaigns becomes a popular contest here to see who have more views, most followers or more money. I love my country but, their people. my people choose the same group of persons that use our Constitution, the prime example of the legal and constitutional right of every citizen to kick out THE President so their congressman , their president took powers as head of State .... Again, It should not surprise me but it does , it shouldn't surprise me that days after Congressmen and political groups open their mouth to said “ If we didn't vote, They (The congress) wouldn't lets us pass projects” , yet it does, I should NOT  be surprised to see people marching on the streets, making noises from their houses , filming the typical police´s brutal force. BUT I AM...  It's a sad thought..A real one. I can said that I will join the protest , but I'm not ... I don't have resources , the strength or the mental health to go out, I am scared. Our health programs and institutions neither were prepared to Covid - 19 a few weeks ago , nor they are now.  I still freaking out every time that food arrives.... Progress take time, I went to buy some groceries close to my house, just two blocks away, then I kind of change only my sweater, yey progress. 

So I´m doing the only thing i can do... Write about it 

2) WAIT.... WHAT?

Yeah I shouldn't be surprised, who could tell , right?. While all this was happening here in USA  was election time !! . How many people, famous people, use their famous social media power to promote vote and make a change in their administration. However as far as I know , we HAD TO  vote  even it we don't see any candidate with experience. political program and plan otherwise we have to paid a sanction, yeyy vote!! .Well, I can said that we without doubt bought, dig up, bury and paid the grave We are living right now ... damm We practically  put the sword of our hangman so he could wait until We were distracted. Without saying the obvious , the american people (north american) got to kick out their president (we all know it . Total Support here), while we were trying to keep ours , yet the people who represent us choose to kick him out so when people respond in the streets to get answers for their actions , They become Violent people, vandalism emerge from their rebel actions, anger became violence in the frustration of the moment when an act that in our CONSTITUTION stimulates as a legit legal right We OWN transform itself in a public disturbance that confronts the legal public order.. Yeah sure, Probably, They didn’t want their show to be disturb , well IT WAS ANYWAY..... Now the whole Country knows , We don't want you, neither of you .We do not acknowledge a President that we DID NOT CHOOSE, we did not VOTE FOR YOU  to assume that position in our government, We didn’t do it, The actual so called President was chosen by their friends that have more votes in the camera of congress.

Yeah, Dont tell us to SHUT UP, TO RESTRAIN OUR RIGHT TO EXPRESS OUR ANGER AND DISCOMFORT TO A DIRTY POLITICAL MOVE TO GAIN POWER WHEN PEOPLE WERE DYING WHILE THEY DID NOTHING BUT CAUSE MORE PROBLEMS THAN SOLUTIONS, o wait no my mistake THEY STILL ARE MAKING MORE PROBLEMS. 

I don't know what will be of us, my normal , limited studies, reading and knowledge of the constitution doesn't make me a legal expert , but I feel you , I feel the frustration of change every single one cabinet minister in a emergency state to put their people than not only change the dynamic of procedures, but it would take at least 2 months for them to understand the legal, economic, covid-19 situation We are living on.Many thing can happen in 2 months , shit every change in 1 weeks . People is becoming more trusting while Covid is still around us. 

I can only Hope that every single brave soul out there are protect enough to fight their battle in a safe and healthy way so when they arrive home , their families will still be safe of Covid as they will.

I’m proud to be Peruvian citizens , to know that in injustice we are one nation, one voice and more import We are telling that people who sit thinking we dont give a shit about it, WE FUCKIN CARE. NOW WE WOULD BE HEARD 

#MerinoNoMeRepresenta 

#ElCongresoNoMeRepresenta 

note: I wrote it in english because i don't know so many curse words.