현하seul (21)

breathe in, breathe out.    breathe in, breathe out.       breathe in, breathe out.

after an hour-long face time session with ayoung, she is finally ready to bite the bullet.

MTBI TYPE: ESFJ-A —– the consul extraverted 61%, observant 68%, feeling 76%, judging 72%

to put it simple, haseul is what people consider popular. she strives for setting the mood and tone of a group, whether she is close with the people or not, and she has no qualms with being in the spotlight. social gatherings are something she loves to both host and attend, and she will always be the person who makes sure that everyone is happy and alright at an event. not to mention, she practically lives off of supporting friends and loved ones. admittedly, she doesn’t care much about politics or scientific theories, but other than that, she is a great conversation partner.

although she can be naughty at times and sometimes bend the rules, haseul will always promote the importance of ultimately doing the right thing, her moral code heavily based on traditions and laws rather than philosophy or mysticism. it’s important for her to uphold authorities and rules. 

strong practical skills. one can always count on haseul for day-to-day tasks and routine maintenance, she loves nothing more than to know that dear ones are taken good care of. strong sense of duty. driven by a strong sense of responsibility, she will strive to meet her obligations, even if this is result of social expectations more than instincive drive. very loyal. something that haseul value highly is stability and security, so in eager to preserve status quo, she too remains extremely trustworthy and loyal, both as a friend and as an employee. she can always be relied upon. sensitive and warm. her contribution of maintaining stability is to genuinely care about other people’s feelings and she is careful not to hurt anyone. if she can make a win-win situation, she will absolutely go for it. good at connecting with others. all of these qualities makes haseul social, comfortable to be around and well-liked. she has a strong urge to “belong” somewhere, and has no trouble with small-talk or following social cues. she will do what it takes to be an active role and to be accepted in communities.

worried about their social status. although having a creative mind, it can easily be clouded by her strenghts. her obsession with social status and influence may affect decisions that she make, which ultimately can limit her creativity and open-mindedness. inflexible. haseul oftentimes finds herself concerned with what is socially accepted and thus, she is cautious of things that aren’t considered mainstream. this is something that she works on, and has gotten better with, although she has a little more to go. reluctant to innovate or improvise. she can be critical of other’s “unusual” behaviour, she usually will refrain from stepping out of her comfort zone. vulnerable to critizism. conflict-averse as she is, haseul can have a hard time being critizised. should her habits, believes or behavour be picked on, especially by loved ones, she might take offence and become defensive out of hurt. often too needy. something that is important for her, it’s to know that she is appreciated. while she thoroughly enjoys supporting her friends and loved ones, and making sure that they are alright, she needs to know that they care. if her efforts starts to go unnoticed, she might begin to fish for compliments to reassure herself that she is valued. too selfless. despite having only good intentions, haseul sometimes can come off as too much and ultimately, overwhelm those who don’t need her attention. not to mention, in the process, she oftentimes neglect her own needs, and end up in a lose-lose situation.

ENNEAGRAM TYPE: 1 —– the reformer principled, purposeful, self-controlled, perfectionistic

FEAR: of being corrupt/evil, defective DESIRE: to be good, to have integrity, to be balanced

haseul is conscientious and ethical, and she has an incredibly strong sense of right and wrong. she will always strive for improvement, both to herself and her methods, but she is also afraid of making mistakes. to prevent this from happening, she operates in a well-organized manner and she thrives with order. while fastidious and trying to maintain high standards, haseul can be prone to slipping into critisism and perfectionism. she enjoys being in the right, undoubtedly.

HOGWARTS HOUSE: you’re a —–  hufflepuff inclusive, hard-working, patience, loyalty

ever since haseul was a little girl, she has been exceptionally inclusive and therefore, she easily slipped into the mum kind of role in her friend groups. she will always give everyone a chance or two, maybe even six, for the sake of making sure that no one is excluded. with the friends that she has made, she spoils them, and she is always interested in making new ones. she is incredibly hard-working, both in the sense of the training that she does, the work that she does, and the relationships that she has. she value a fair play rather than aptitude, and she values dedication, patience and loyalty. 

HER DAEMON: appears as a  —– silk moth observant, resourceful, creative

lgcjunseo​:

@lgchaseul,

  one word sufficed to describe junseo: clumsy. with his head permanently in the clouds and dreams fogging his mind, the lad was guaranteed to forget to bring the most important object needed for a workshop or to knock down an expensive vase back at home. in fact, when thinking about his childhood, the most prominent souvenirs that’d come to him would be souvenirs of his younger self getting scolded for always staining his shirts and losing lavish gifts. his entourage had hoped he would one day change and become more responsible, alas, it had only gotten worse.

  after a tedious day spent rehearsing various beats on the drums, the man’s arms felt like mush, his muscles stinging at any movement he made. sadly, a little more effort was needed in order for him to finally make his way back home. packing his bags and grabbing his guitar, he exited the practice room and headed for his room, his entire body weighing him down with every step he took; he was close to collapsing on the floor and calling it a day.

  thankfully, his batteries ran out as soon as his body slumped down on his bed, his guitar laying on his lap for his nightly ritual: strumming random melodies until his eyes urged him to close them. digits wrapping against the instruments’ neck, his finger nails dragged along the strings before abruptly stopping his movement, a strident sound echoing throughout the room. with furrowed brows, the male attempted to repeat his actions before hearing the exact same squeak coming from the tool. curious orbs glanced down to catch a glimpse of the guitar until he realised. his clumsiness had struck again, the instrument did not belong to him. the high pitched screech sounded unfamiliar, especially when the male spent hours on end tuning his tool.

  a night’s sleep interrupted his journey to trace the object back to its owner. ending up in the same practice room he had been in the day before, junseo’s eyes scanned the ocean of trainees that stood in front of him. clearing his throat, he decided to project his voice in order to finally meet the mysterious owner.

  ‘hey, does this belong to anyone?’ he asked, lifting the guitar high enough for everyone to see.

when having a history of losing track of her belongings, one would assume that haseul at least attempts to keep a better eye on her things and sure, she does try albeit failing miserably. she has to admit that losing a guitar is definitely next level, though, and it’s an achievement that she hoped to never unlock as it’s far more embarrassing than to misplace something so mundane as a wallet or a phone. after all, the instrument stands relatively tall and it does, in fact, take up a lot of space.

haseul must have spent at least half an hour searching for it the day before. she knew instantly that it was gone but still, she checked behind chairs and underneath fellow trainee’s outerwear; she asked everyone present if they had seen an old, beat guitar. defeated and with a lump in her throat, haseul had left the building without a precious belonging, well-used and done-for as it may be. she still thinks about it now, and occasionally glances around the room during breaks in-between.

the sound of someone clearing their throat isn’t enough to actually gain her full attention, eyes locked onto her phone as she rapidly constructs a message to send—the question, however, makes her turn immediately. “ah!” fingers are already pointed in haseul’s direction, even before she can respond and say that it’s hers, because everyone knows about the lost guitar by now. well, everyone except for the person holding it, apparently. “aaah! mine, it’s mine! where was it?” she soon asks.

TW !! alcohol

when taking a quick glance at haseul where she sits comfortable in the couch, dressed in lounge wear and with a cold beer in hand, hair carelessly tucked into a messy bun, one wouldn’t assume that she is meaning to attend a halloween party later tonight. she brought her costume, obviously, and her bag filled with makeup, but she doesn’t intend to change anytime soon. first things first, she wants to enjoy the worlds championship finale with @lgcxjinah.

what little they will be able to watch from it, that is.