LezzFem

I dont want to fuck you. I dont want to date you. I dont want to kiss you. I dont want to cuddle you. I dont want to hug you. I dont want to hold hands with you.

I dont want to wake up in the morning and roll over to see your face. I dont want to cook you breakfast while endearingly watching you read the news at the table. I dont want to kiss you goodbye before i go to work. I will never think of you while im at work and get excited about coming home to you. I dont want watch a movie in my gfs lap on our couch then look up and its you. I dont want to buy a house with you and dance all over the empty rooms in excitement with you. I dont want to adopt my first child and see it in your arms. I dont want you by my side when my parents die. I dont want you by my side when I die. I dont want your last name anywhere near mine tying me to a male in this life or the next.

You arent a woman.

You will never have the ability to do any of these things for me, make any of these facets of life magical. Because you arent a woman and arent a lesbian and you will never turn the cogwheels of passion in my life and ignite the fire that makes every little moment i experience beautiful. There is no amount of "analyzing" thats going to change that. Does it sound like i hate you? This is transphobic? Good. Because im tired of you all demanding we lesbians imagine these scenarios with you in them because you cant stand it if you cant use us as your one sided relationship resource. I dont give a fuck if you think I spark all these things for you, you dont and will never do it for me, and thats why your male entitlement blinds you into blaming me for my lack of reciprocation.

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