leyah

Lmao. Just staying alive for people who only give a fuck about themselves.

Feels so dumb to do but whatever. “Good heart” I guess. “What you’re supposed to do” I guess.

I just want to run away man. Ugh. Save up a bunch and just runaway for like idk 5 years maybe. Just live completely tf alone.

Rather just be imbalanced enough and just do it fr so I can just be at peace. Bc I’m starting to not see many options ahead of me,

Seems like ppl do not understand you unless they’ve personally experienced it. Idk?!?? At least the ppl I’m around. EVERY SINGLE PERSON IN MY PERSONAL LIFE/FAMILY

HOW COME THERE IS NO SORT OF UNDERSTANDING SOMETHING YOU HAVEN’T EXPERIENCED

IT FEELS SO CLOSED MINDED TO ME LIKE I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT

Bc I’m not that way!!!!! I NEGLECT MY FUCKING NEEDS FOR OTHERS TOO MUCH so I’m really getting and EXTRA short end of the stick

What’s the point in moving back. I might as well keep staying as far as fucking possible.

People judge the oldest for moving away. For being a heartless selfish bitch unless they sacrifice their happiness and joy so everyone else doesn’t have to feel what they felt.