Leviachanmybeloved

Mammon, the Avatar of Greed. Everyone looks and laughs. How can someone as stupid as Mammon be related to Lucifer? The troublemaker. The greedy scumbag. No one ever wants to be like Mammon. He’s always all over the place - a mess. Why would anyone ever look up to him? The one who will do anything to get money.

Honestly, all Mammon ever wants to do is help. He cares so much about his baby brothers, often wearing his heart on his sleeve. But they don’t respect him. Why would they? All he is, is the Avatar of Greed. He will never admit it, but he wants to make Lucifer proud. He wants someone to see him as their equal, not their step-stool. Not someone to simply make fun of.

Lucifer and Mammon were so close in the Celestial Realm. Lucifer finds that his thoughts are constantly going back to then. When he and his family were together. All eight of them. Mammon also finds that his thoughts are going back to the Celestial Realm as well. Times when he and Leviathan would play video games and laugh. When he and Asmo would do skincare together. When he, Beel, Belphie and Lilith would hang out and talk about everything. Times where things were so simple. Lucifer and Mammon miss the simple times.

It has been a stressful day for Mammon, witches up his ass for the debt he owes and failing an important test. He overheard some lesser demon talk shit about him, which really set him off. He’s so tired of it all. Of constanly being reminded of his flaws. Being reminded of everything he isn’t. He runs a hand over his face. When he goes home all he wants to do is eat, shower and sleep. He walks to the kitchen, eyebrows furrowing when he hears something crunch under his shoe. He looks down and sighs.

“What the-? Glass? Who the hell drops glass and doesn’t pick it up?” He grabs a broom, about to sweep it up. Leviathan walks into the kitchen and screams.

“Mammon you dumbass! What did you do?!” Mammon jumps out of his skin.

“Fuck! Levi what are you talking about? I-“

“You broke Lucifer’s vase! How fucking stupid can you be?! You really thought you could clean it up before someone noticed?” Levi spits out venom from his lips and Mammon growls.

“Leviathan shut up! I didn’t break Lucifer’s vase!” He tries to defend himself, but it never works. The heart he wears so openly is constantly snatched and strangled - nothing he does to protect is ever enough. He is never enough. Mammon sees Leviathan’s mouth move, but he doesn’t hear anything. Everything around him is muffled. His world is crashing down around him, and he just stands and watches —like the dumbass he is.

It has been a stressful last few days for Lucifer. Work keeps piling up, demands must be met and his brothers are excellent at making his hair even more gray. Lucifer sighs, he has no other choice but to deal with what he was given. He sacrificed so much for his family, he now has to deal with the terms and conditions of it all.

Sometimes Lucifer dreams of spending time with his family. He dreams of happy moments with them all, where they all enjoy eachother’s company. He dreams of being stress free, of being able to relax and actually make a decision of his own. Not a decision proposed by Lord Diavolo. Not a decision for the young prince’s sake, or for the sake of the academy. Not even for the sake of his brothers. But for himself. How he dreams of indulging in the things he enjoys. But that is all they’ll ever be. He has too many responsabilities to simply just exist. Simply existing is a luxury. A luxury he doesn’t have the opportunity to indulge in. So he simply dreams.

He’s snapped out of his thoughts when he hears his phone buzz. So he checks it out.

Assmo: You’ve really done it now, Mammon!

Assmo: Lucifer is going to kill you!

L3v1: ROFLMAO MAMMON YOU DUMBASS!!!

Mammoney: Are ya losers deaf or sumthin?! I told ya I didn’t break the vase!

L3v1: Yeah, uh huh. You’re a lowlife scumbag and a liar Mammon.

Stanley: There isn’t anything you won’t do for yourself. You’re selfish, Mammon.

Lucifer sighs, tapping away on the screen.

Lucifer: That’s enough.

Lucifer: Mammon come to my study. Now.

Assmo: Oh shit!

L3v1: RIP Mammon!! Game over!

Lucifer waits until he hears the door click. Mammon peeks his head in and walks in anxiously. Lucifer looks at his little brother with tired eyes. Mammon fidgets anxiously. His eyes were puffy and glossy. He has been crying. His voice is raw, thick with emotion.

“Lucifer ya have to believe me. I didn’t break the vase! When I walked into the kitchen it was already there! I was pickin’ it up when Levi walked in. He-“ Mammon pauses when Lucifer stands up and walks over to him. He gets more anxious, expecting to be dragged somewhere to be hung. He stiffens when he feels arms wrap around him. It takes him a minute but when Lucifer hugs Mammon just a bit tighter, Mammon opens his eyes. He wraps his arms around his older brother, feeling a lump form in his throat. Lucifer holds his brother for the first time in ages. Mammon’s breath hitches and Lucifer shushes him softly.

“Relax, Mammon. It’s alright.” Mammon chokes on a sob.

“No, Lucifer. None of this is alright.” He gasps for air, his mind spiraling. He wriggles out of Lucifer’s embrace, wrapping his arms around his torso.

“All I am to everyone is a piece of shit. A fucking doormat. I don’t want to be myself. I hate myself. All I want to be is enough, but I never will be. How can you even hug me, or- or love me when all I do is fuck up your reputation? Everything I touch gets ruined! I can’t-“ Mammon breathes quickly, his heart pounding harshly in between his ribs.

“I’m sorry about the vase..I’m sorry I’ll never be enough! I’m sorry, Lucifer. I’m sorry I can’t be anything more than a greedy scumbag..! If only I was more like you..” He sobs, fingers digging into his sides. It hurts, but it’s okay. He deserves it.

Lucifer frowns and carefully approaches the crying demon. He gently wraps his arms around Mammon, holding him so gently. It was almost if he held the second born any tighter, he’d shatter into millions of pieces. Mammon doesn’t push Lucifer away, instead his hands find Lucifer’s vest. They coil around the fabric as Mammon collapses, taking Lucifer down with him. If Lucifer feels his shirt get wet, he doesn’t comment on it. Hearing his younger brother’s cries make Lucifer’s heart heavier. The raven haired demon feels a lump grow in his throat.

“It is not your fault, Mammon.” Lucifer’s voice is a whisper. If he speaks any louder, it will give away the heart that is currently bleeding out on his sleeve for the first time in eons.

“It is not you who should apologize to me. It is I who should apologize to all of you. All of you have been hurt. When all I wanted was to protect you all. To protect her..” His grip tightens on Mammon.

“I’m exhausted, Mammon. Recently it feels like everything I’ve been working towards is just crumbling.” Mammon removes his face from Lucifer’s neck to look his brother in the eyes. Mammon doesn’t see the Avatar of Pride. He doesn’t see Lord Diavolo’s right hand man. He doesn’t even see Lucifer Morningstar, for even Lucifer Morningstar had a reputation. He sees his brother, the one who would give him piggy back rides up in the celestial realm. The one who would sing lullabies with him to their baby brothers when they were restless. The one who loved and cared so much that he fought so hard to gain for others, that he lost himself in the process.

Tears roll down the first born’s face.

“Mammon, I’ve dreamed of being in your position. To have the ability to indulge in my desires without consequence. You have it much better than I. I don’t know who I am, Mammon. If I’m not the Avatar of Pride, I have nothing. I gave my all fighting our Father for Lilith — Now all I have is my sin. I am not myself. I am sin itself.” He sobs, his gloved hand wiping away the tears that roll down his little brother’s cheeks.

This is how I think the Strawhats would cuddle:D I already wrote for Luffy, Zoro and Sanji, so you can check those out here!! GIF not mine, creds to the owner! Also, choppers and brook's is platonic!!

You woke up from your nap starved. That's because you didn't eat dinner, the events of the day wearing you down. It is about, 2:30 in the morning and the person on watch is Sanji. Given the fact that he isn't in bed snuggled up to you. You took the covers off, but immediately regretted the decision. The room was freezing cold. So, you grabbed the blanket and wrapped it around you. You got up in your blanket burrito and went to go look for your lover. You checked the kitchen, but when he wasn't in the kitchen, you became a tad confused. You then went out to the deck and was going to call for him, but stopped when you saw him leaning against the railing. His unlit cigarette dangling between his lips. He looked beautiful, the moonlight displaying his charm for all to see. But, he seemed to be upset. So you, still wrapped up in the blanket walked over to him. When you got within arms reach, you embraced the male from behind, burying your face in his back. He snapped out of his trance.

"(y/n)?" He asked. "I'm right here my love." You spoke softly, your groggy I-just-woke-up-voice coming through. Sanji's heart clenched and tears began to pool in his eyes. You noticed how his breathing stopped for a quick moment and how he tensed up at your voice. So, he is upset. You released him from the hug, turned him around, and hugged him so instead of your head buried in his neck, his head was buried in yours. It was quite the cute scene, actually. The height difference making this somewhat difficult for you, but you managed. He grabbed on to your shirt, and sniffled.

"I know your upset, baby. You don't have to be the strong one right now." You soothed. And that was all it really took for Sanji. He began to sob. As he released his feelings, you began to whisper sweet nothings and encouragement into his ear to fight the demons in his mind. Because you knew how exhausting it is to fight and fight for so long, especially with yourself.

"Shh shh shh, it's alright my sweet prince, it's alright." He sobbed, bringing you tighter, holding you as if you were going to leave him if he let go. He cried for a good 20-30 minutes before calming himself down. You released the hug, wiped his tears away and kissed his forehead, something he would always do for you when you were upset. You smiled and grabbed his hand.

Alright for starters, Luffy clings to almost everyone all the time. So when he finally has you..? Cuddles every millisecond. He loves holding you and loves physical attention. Whether it’s hugs, kisses, or even a mere head pat, he loves it. Hug him from behind and he will melt in your arms.

He loves PDA. Like he wants the world to know that you’re his and you’re gonna be his pirate queen. He can and will kiss you infront of the crew. The both of you just ignore Sanji’s sulking. 

When you get all blushy after kissing infront of the others, he will point it out.  

“Oi (Y/n) you’re red. Wait are you sick?! Chopper!!” “No no Luffy I’m ok. It’s just uh……really hot outside.” “Oh ok!!” He proceeds to kiss you on the cheek, making you blush harder. 

Anyways I got off track, but he wouldn’t mind cuddling with you on deck. In fact he loves it! But it tends to be scary sometimes. Why? Well he has this habit of like either flying over to you, crushing you in the process. Or he uses his devil fruit ability to grab you, if your far away. He’s done that to you before and it doesn’t grow old. It still scares you shitless. But, the warmth that radiates from him, melts the fear away, so it’s a win win.

He loves cuddling in bed. He loves tracing your beautiful features. It calms both parties down. He loves the feeling of you in his arms. 

He is definitely big spoon. He loves you and wants you to feel safe at all times. 

But, when Ace died you were the one holding him. It broke your heart to hear him cry in his sleep, begging Ace to wake up. To hear him sob in your shoulder, it hurt like hell. But, you cuddled him and just like he made sure you were safe, you made sure that the bad thoughts and feelings would go away as well. 

Zoro, unlike Luffy isn’t into PDA as much. He thinks that everything that deals with love, or romantic moments shouldn’t be publicized.

So when you’re out and about with the crew, he’s not one for kissing or being all cheesy with the nicknames.

The only time he will be a little more touchy in public is if anybody Sanji is like staring you down or giving you a little too many compliments. 

But, when the both of you aren’t in public, that’s when he tends to lighten up. He loves it when you play with his hair, though he’ll never admit it. He also loves it when you snuggle into his chest and just stay there, especially after a long day. 

He loves playing games with you. Like pillow fights or like tickle war or something like that. He’s ticklish on the back of his neck and his feet, so tickle him there and he’ll be giggling and laughing like crazy. 

He loves cuddling while sleeping. He has his 2 favorite things there. Sleep and you. So he is definitely one to cuddle when he’s sleeping. Though he’ll never admit it, he loves it when he’s sleeping on deck and you just walk over to him and cuddle him. He’ll be redder than Sanji’s blood whenever he has a nosebleed, but he enjoys your company.

Sanji is the king of PDA.

You need a kiss? A hug? Say no more. This man will be over there in seconds.

Sanji always made sure you felt loved. Always.

But if we’re talking about his utmost favorite thing to do….its kissing your forehead. It’s short, sweet and conveys emotions. 

He also is one for physical touch. He always has your hand in his or his arm is always wrapped around you. He wants the world to know you’re his  

Sanji loves it when he’s cooking and you just come up behind him and hug him. 

Hearts will grow in his eyes and he will do the noodle dance while cooking. 

You have to calm him down too or else the food will have a little bit of nose blood in it

Sanji is very busy, much to your dismay but when he has the time he loves to have you in his arms. 

He is definitely the big spoon mainly because he loves to look at your beautiful features. He loves to comfort you when you’re upset. He loves to be there for you. He loves you so much and never wants you to feel hated or unloved.

(You’re 13-16)

You flinched as the thunder boomed, the sound seemed to shake the entire earth with it. You heard the thuds from the deck. Everyone was running around, making sure everything was in place. You hugged your legs and brought them to your chest. Whimpers escaped your lips. You felt the urge to vomit, but nothing came out. And the ship’s rocking didn’t help either. Thunderclap after thunderclap. Whimper after whimper. It was an endless cycle of fear. You gulped as another shock of fear struck through your body. You felt so....pathetic. You couldn’t do anything because of your dumb fear. And you never wanted anyone else in the crew to know. They were all so brave and it took a lot to make them cower in fear. Well......depends on who you’re talking about. If you're talking about the monster trio...yeah it takes a whole lot. If you're talking about Nami, Usopp, Chopper, Brooke and Franky it's not that hard to scare them. And Robin...? Well she's difficult to read sometimes.

 You screeched as another boom of thunder rang through your ears. You did your best at keeping your anxiety at bay, but everyone gets tired. You tried to think of something, anything to get your mind off of the thunder, but nothing worked. As you were trying to get your anxiety to ease, Usopp was out on deck running around, doing as Nami instructed. But, he couldn't help but notice. You weren't on deck. He paled. Could you have fallen overboard?! No. You couldn't have. He began to wonder on were you might've been. That's when he heard a loud horror filled scream after one of the loudest booms of thunder there was. Were you ok? Did you get hurt? Everyone on the ship was being thrown around like ragdolls. Oh no, did something fall on top of you? Whatever the case Usopp needed to find out. Everyone's attention turned to the scream. "That was (Y/n)-chwaan!!" Sanji exclaims. "I'll go help her!" He said. "Sanji no! You're still not done!" Nami told the blonde. She quickly scanned the deck. "Usopp go check if she's alright!!" She screams. "YOU BETTER TAKE CARE OF (Y/n)-CHWAN!!!" "I WILL!!" He ran to your bedroom. "(Y/n)!!!??" He asked, his voice drenched in panic. "U-Usopp?" Your weak voice whimpered. He sighed in relief. "Can you let me in?" He asked, his voice calmer than it was just a few moments prior. "I-its ope-" A scream was heard as thunder boomed once more. The violence of the waves made the ship toss and turn. Usopp was thrown back and forth.

Aight so I forgot to mention in my last one that this is NOT pedophilia. It’s just some things I tend to come up with. This has some ASL in it aswell. It’s a collage AU. I hope you all enjoy!

(You’re 13-15 years old)

You were in Chopper’s room. Why? Well you got food poisoning and a fever at the same time. Don’t ask me how. I don’t know either. You groaned as your older brother yelled in the other room. “YAHOO!!!!!! THAT”S RIGHT USOPP I WIN!!!!!!!!” He exclaims. You were trying to sleep, but there were a few certain people that wouldn’t allow it. Luffy and Usopp were playing video games. Sanji was simping over Nami and Robin. Ace was cheering Luffy on. Sabo was yelling at the others to keep it down along with Chopper. So sleep..? Nope. You’ve never heard of it. You groaned as Sanji screamed Nami and Robin’s name. “NAMI-SWAAAAN~ ROBIN-CHWAAAAN~!!!!!!!!!!!!!” ‘My god does that man ever shut up?!’ You thought. “OI GUYS BE QUIET (Y/N) IS TRYING TO SLEEP!!” Sabo yelled. “Alright you know what?” You muttered angrily. You wrapped the blanket around you and you walked out with bed hair and all. “Guys.” You said menacingly. But, of course they didn’t hear you. Why? They were to busy playing videogames and yelling. You growled as Ace yelled. “YEAH LUFFY BEAT USOPP’S ASS!!!!!!” “GUYS!” You screamed. Everyone stopped and looked at you. Sanji gasped. “(Y/n)-chwaan~!!” He exclaimed happily. You glared at him and he backed off. You sighed as your already horrid migraine, worsened. “(Y/n)!!!” Luffy exclaimed happily. He jumped off of the sofa to go and hug you, but you pointed a finger up as if to say ‘wait.’ So, Luffy stopped in his tracks and waited. You sighed to contain your anger. “I’m trying to sleep. Can you all please quiet down. My headache is bad enough. Please guys. You can still play, but I’m really tired and my body is practically dead.” You begged. After they all hummed in agreement you smiled lightly. “Thanks guys, goodnight everyone.” “Goodnight lil’ sis.” Ace said, ruffling your hair. You playfully pouted. Luffy smiled at you and hugged you. “Night meatball.” He said, kissing your forehead. Sabo patted your head. “Night muffin.” You then left back into Chopper’s room and lied down again. After a few moments, you were knocked out. 

So.....my first post! I’m not that far into the anime im still in the the 100′s but this takes place in the Whole Cake Island arc. How do I know about it? I spoil for myself. So if it’s not how the anime actually is, don’t get mad plz. I hope you all enjoy!!

(In this you’re about 6-7 years old)

It felt odd. Really odd. The crew just wasn’t the same. You weren’t the same. It had been a few days since the entire “Your crew is shitty and I’m not going to be apart of your nakama anymore” scene. And although it’s been 5 days, the images, the words and the pain yeah those haven’t gone away at all. You can still hear Yonji’s laugh as he kicked you in the ribs. Niji’s taunting words as he threw you like a ragdoll. And Ichiji’s snicker whenever you whimpered.

 Throughout the beating, Sanji’s name tumbled out of your mouth in cries, begging for him to help you. Nami was screaming at him to go help you because his brothers wouldn’t let her near you. But, Sanji didn’t do anything. His back was turned from you, a stream of smoke coming out of his cigarette. He didn’t say anything. He didn’t move. He was just there. “Sanji! Please! I-I.....I can’t fight them nii-chan! Please!! Help m-” You had been kicked in the face. You grunted and groaned as you tumbled on the ground. “(Y/n)!!!!!!” Nami yelled out in shock, running towards you. She cradled your bruised and beaten body. You teared up. There were too many emotions going through your mind. You were scared, angry and sad. You didn’t know how to control those emotions, so you weakly got up. 

You began to clench your fists. And you did it so hard, your knuckles turned white. Sanji looked at you and had to hold himself back from running to you. He just wanted to protect you. He wanted to protect the others. Why couldn’t they see that? Why couldn’t you see it? Your sniffles brought Sanji out of his trance. “You hate me. Don’t you?” You ask, your tone cold. When Sanji didn’t answer, anger rose up in you. “DON’T YOU?!!?” Nami flinched at your harsh tone. You never got this angry before. Especially at Sanji. “You’re just like everyone else. They promised me something and didn’t follow through with it. They lied.” You spat. “You promised me that you were gonna make sure that no one would hurt me. Y-you said that you weren’t like the rest. You said you loved me. You promised all of those things. You promised, Sanji. YOU PROMISED!!!” You exclaimed, running off as far as your wounded body would let you. “(Y/n)!!!!!!!!!!” Nami screamed. Yonji, Ichiji and Niji laughed at you. “Wow she really is a wimp! Even wimpier than Sanji’s captain over here.” Yonji laughed. “Sanji why’d you take her in, in the first place?!?!” Niji asked the blonde. Sanji stayed quiet as your words settled into his mind. “You promised, Sanji. YOU PROMISED!!!” Sanji kept in his tears. He took a deep breath and looked over at his blue-haired scum brother. “I don’t know. But I certainly regret taking her.” He stated.

 You were so lost into your thoughts you ran back to the ship. Well I mean, it’s not a bad thing. But, you knew the second you got on everyone was gonna bombard you with questions. You panted as you whimpered in pain. “Ow....” You mumble. “Oi (Y/n)!” ‘Darnit’ It was Zoro. “What are ya doing all the way over here? Weren’t you supposed to be with Nami, Luffy and the idiot cook?” He asked. You teared up at the mention of your brother. “Oi! Can ya hear me?!” He asked. You gave him a thumbs up. “(Y/n)! You’re back!” Chopper exclaimed happily. “And hurt!!!” He exclaimed fearfully. “WE NEED A DOCTOR!!” Zoro facepalmed. “Chop-” “WE NEED A DOCTOR!!!!!!!!” “Choppe-” DOCTOR!!!!!!!!!” “CHOPPER YOU’RE THE DOCTOR!” Zoro exclaimed. “Huh?” ................ “OH RIGHT!!!!.” The racoon reindeer exclaimed. Normally Chopper’s antics would’ve made you crack a smile, or even laugh. But now, you barely had the strength to think properly. There were too many emotions passing through your brain. Zoro got off of the ship and gently picked you up. He brought you to Chopper’s office and lied you down. “Jeez, what the hell happened? I thought curly brow was gonna protect you no matter what.” “He hates me.” You simply stated, as Chopper tended your wounds. Both males looked at you, not being able to comprehend what you just said. “He hates you?" Chopper asks, trying to believe it himself. "That’s bullsh*t. That damned love cook would never allow any woman to get hurt. Especially you.” You didn’t answer. You just stared at the ceiling. After a few moments, Chopper finished. “Also (Y/n) you need to make sure that- hey where are you going?” He asked. “I’m going to my room, ok? Leave me alone.” You said, leaving the doctor’s office.

 That was the last time since they had seen you. You haven’t left the room at all. After a day of crying and emotion sorting, you then began to think about Sanji’s feelings. You never put them into priority, like you normally did. You remembered what you told your older brother.   ‘You promised, Sanji. YOU PROMISED!!!’ The guilt now began to settle in you. You began to tear up again. ‘All he wanted to do was protect me and the others.....why.....why am I so.....pathetic? Even after the 2 year timeskip I’m still pathetic....if Sanji didn’t hate me then, gosh he must hate me now.’ You sniffled and curled up into a ball on the bed. You hugged one of Sanji’s shirts. It smelled like him, and as angry you could become, you still had a soft spot for the love cook.

 After a few more days of crying Luffy’s laughter rang through your ears. You perked up. Luffy wasn’t going to go back to the ship unless Sanji went with him. You wiped your tears and weakly got up from your fetal position and walked over to the window. You peered through, standing on your tippy toes to look, and saw Nami hugging Sanji. You contemplated on going out. ‘Should I? I haven’t been out of this room in a while. But, maybe Sanji still hates me....maybe.....no, I’m staying here....all Sanji’s gonna do is hurt me again.’ You crawled back onto the bed, curling yourself under the covers. 

“Where is she?” Sanji asks, concern laced in his tone. He knew you weren’t meaning to be angry. Though to any other person, the way you reacted would’ve been labeled as anger. But, that was a façade. You covered your fear with anger. Over the time he spent over with Pudding, he couldn’t help but get his mind off of you. Your words hit him like a bullet, weighed him down like 100 lb. dumbells and hurt him like getting lemon juice on a paper cut, but he still loved you. He beat himself down for not helping you, for saying he regretted taking you in. He was angered at himself. But, if it weren’t for Luffy, his persistence, the crew and you, he wouldn’t know where the hell he’d be now. 

“She’s been in her room for 5 days. She hasn’t come out for anything.” Chopper explained, worry laced in the male’s tone. Sanji sighed. “Alright, thank you Chopper.” He said as he walked over to your room door. He heard soft whimpers coming from the other side. He knocks the door. “Oi (Y/n), it’s Sanji...can I come in?” No response. He sighed. “Sweets, I’m not leaving anytime soon. I’ll wait as long as I need to.” Still nothing. He sat down, leaning against the wood door. “I’m not going to hurt you.” “........that’s what they said....” You mumbled. You leaned on the door aswell. “.....how can I know that you’re not gonna hurt me again....?” You asked. Sanji pondered before smiling to himself. He cleared his throat. “You’re my baby, your my baby, your my baby (Y/n). And I love you, yes I love you. You’re my baby (Y/n). And no one in this world could take you away from me. Cause you’re my baby, your my baby, your my baby, (Y/n).” He sang. (He means like baby sister).