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1. Telling Black simmers that we don’t can’t complain about being called “black simmers” since we call ourselves that — which literally no one ever complained about. This was in response to the leaked screenshots of Sunny/Mack telling a friend that Black simmers need to stop crying victim and get “over it.” SimVault’s dumb ass thought the racism part of that was in calling Black people…Black. I guess she is using the logic that we shouldn’t call ourselves the n-word if we don’t want others too; which again, the fact that she’s equating the two speaks volumes. She referred to us as “you people” and also poked fun at BLM.

2. Told a Black Simmer that SHE was continuing racism by…talking about it. More specifically by calling Mack out. “You want racism to end? Stop talking about it. You’re continuing racism.” Straight out of conservative’s playbook. She lacks the mental bandwidth to have a nuanced conversation about racism so I won’t waste my finger stamina unpacking that bull shit.

3. Made a thinly veiled threat to report a Black simmer’s legal cannabis business by saying “I hope it’s legal” and “Funny…because I can’t find your license to distribute CBD on your state government’s directory.” Which a) is doxxing b) is racially motivated to assume that a black woman would not be licensed c) a clear threat to someone’s livelihood.

There are other examples that others have captured both on Twitter and Tumblr but Sim Vault is a coward. She’s deleting things just as quickly as she posts them. Receipts can be found @artistalchemystic on Tumblr as well as on @SSimflower Twitter (who is the Black woman whose business was threatened by Sim Vault).

SV and Mack are close friends. This now should satiate any doubt that Mack/Sunny/Solar Pirate is indeed a flaming racist. Even her longtime gal pal, Simbelene, has turned on her and is seen liking a ton of Twitter posts dragging both Sunny & Sim Vault. Though your hands ain’t clean either Simbelene: you knew, as a Black woman yourself, exactly who she was and you never called her out. Publicly nor privately and I know that as I was in the private friends’ server. You rubbed her back to make sure she knew she wasn’t racist all so that you could have a stake in the anti-paywall popularity race. Shame on you all.

I've gotten a few asks about this subject so I wanted to put them together.

Side note before I get into it though: the part about it being disappointing I'm not "using my platform" to talk about this is rude. I answer these asks when I can and give my opinions on topics but I am not some simblr paragon of justice as much as Mack isn't and it's not my job to write a callout post on everyone on this site. I didn't even know who this person was until I got these asks about them. I appreciate people coming and telling me things, but I'm not a machine or a news outlet. Try to be kinder.

Anyway, here's the asks I've gotten and all the proof. So more of Mack's friends are blatant racists? Color me surprised. It's all terrible, but the third point is especially sickening. I kept hearing mentions of someone being doxxed but couldn't find any details. To threaten someone's business in the first place is gross, and to actually take the time to find out what state they're supposedly in and look up a directory is so strange and violating. It's no wonder that all these racists used to run with the paywallers bc they all have the same MO. I have no idea how they managed to turn and get a good reputation here. Especially since their turns all seem to be based on hurt egos. SimVault and Mack both weren't good enough for the paywallers, and so they turned against them. It was never about paywalling, never about the community, never about the doxxing and harassment. It's about them. It's sad.

It's bc they love problematic white people, nonny. It feels more legitimate coming from someone like her to them. These are some of the same people that are apparently totally fine with her making a list of only black creators that paywall, with clear racism behind it, yet go all soft and uwu over their stale white early access favs.

On that note though, a lot of people also mention Mack's bad creator lists, but like. Where do they think she got that info from? All those people she reblogged the original proof from, like you said. Do they think no one else can make a damn list? Also, why would you trust someone like that to make a reliable list? She can always leave off people at her own discretion, and I would not want it in her hands to judge issues like racism etc that she also included in her tracker. Or trust her not to overly represent POC creators over white ones, given her history.

Her “I risked myself to bring this community awareness so show me that you are worth fighting for” is his “I didn’t have to run for presidency, I did this to expose the corruption in Washington for you all so now you better help me stand against the radical left media.” She isn’t even ADDRESSING the harm she’s actively causing and is going full throttle into her paywall expose to regain her credibility. She doesn’t even have the stones to do it on Tumblr lollll. She’s run to Twitter where they are UNDOUBTEDLY unaware of who she really is. She gets to control the narrative in a vacuum in a way she can no longer do her. It’s also funny that she’s including HER OWN drama as “community drama” like…how full of yourself can you be? People calling YOU out isn’t community drama.

Let me also add that she fully intended to do an expose on Black simmers and black creators specifically with the intention of “exposing” how unethical “urban creators” are. Yes, she referred to black creators and their content as urban then went on to say how she found their cc “ghetto, tacky and gangster.” The only reason that happened was because one her mods on Dollhouse Mafia checked her about it. But sure, the racism thing is a false narrative. Fuck you Mack. There are better voices and if you aren’t who people say you are, you’d step down permanently and let someone else take the reigns. Someone less stained. That white savior complex and narcissism won’t let her though.

Ask 2:

(Excuse me for combining these, I'm going to have to start putting some asks together because there's a lot on the subject ahejdn)

Anyway, yikes. I agree with everything, nonny, but I want to highlight the DHM part since I had the second ask about the same thing. I had no idea about this, and obviously I have no proof other than anons. But I have heard a similar sentiment from others from DHM recently (Mack being anti-black there). That is disgusting and I'm so sorry y'all had to deal with that. I got an anon not long ago about the racial elements of the paywall issue that I still need to post, this reminded me of that. Do I think the paywall debate is something a racist could easily latch onto if they wished to have an excuse to attack certain creators without it seeming race-fueled... yes, yes I do.

Ask 3:

I'm so sorry, nonny. I agree, that sounds sus. The reason why I'm even more suspicious is the following ask (which i received a good bit before this one).

Ask 4:

some one sent you this @yooniesim​  but then look at what mack posted

"i havent interacted with you for TWO WEEKS" says the person who called me deranged LITERALLY YESTERDAY

The image above is Sunny's phone UI. Her and I had a conversation last night and this is from a screen cap from her phone.

And this image is from Texas' phone UI. They are completely different. The font is different and the orientation is different. Alarms and other information are on the left for Texas, and on the right for Sunny.

"her and i had a conversation last night" and youre not taking sides... empty blog... go fuck yourself

Funny how I get this nasty ass ask at nearly the exact same time this nearly empty account reblogs from Dreamie 🤔 it sounds so much like our good friend too 🥰

If it isn't just an alt (which im going to continue to say it is bc it makes them mad), speaking like this is sad. Why are you defending them? 🤢 And the victim blaming? The generic tea gif? 🤮 even the diversion to "appropriating" sounds like Tex's weak attempts. you shouldn't have stepped in on this one bestie, it's embarrassing...

Okay, buckle up for this one, kids. I can’t give my personal perspective for all of it, since a lot of this happened while I was on hiatus, but I’ll do my best to link what I can. I’ll split between past and present, because Mack constantly likes to say that people only bring up her past and “old views”, when there’s definitely more concerning details than that.

The “Past” (within the last two years at most):

You can find all the receipts for Mack’s previous transgressions on the blog @mackisakaren. It includes the voting for Trump twice and then defending it incidents, as well as perspectives from Mack’s former friends. Almost everyone that comes into contact with her winds up denouncing her, either because of her past actions or how she conducts herself to them later. One of her former friends came into my inbox recently to explain a little more about that. I’ve had at least 10+ anons from black simmers that said she’s displayed microaggressions and talked over them, not acknowledged their concerns and blocked them for disagreeing with her, etc. I haven’t posted them all yet, but you can check my anonymous and mack3030 tags if you’d like to find some. 

But for the account I linked, the highlights include:

the aforementioned voting record

laughing at harrie being called “shiny wig” (anti-black sentiment)

defending voting for trump a second time because biden “creeps on little kids” (alt-right rhetoric ripped straight from pizza gate 4chan conspiracies) and doesn’t have it together mentally (as if Trump isn’t a self-admitted rapist with more than a few screws loose- Mack called him a “playboy”)

saying that she only regretted voting for Trump after the Jan 6 insurrection

claiming that people putting “labels” on each other is the reason we have so many “-isms and -phobias”

You can also take a look at this post by @/anachrosims, who was previously a good friend to Mack. Mack claims that she hates politics and “both sides”, which is often the route that previously conservative, educated white people take when they feel being Republican isn’t socially acceptable but they still agree with those types of ideals (either “fiscally” or socially). Her friend Texas also claims that she voted for neither Trump or Biden and that both sides are the same, which first pinged my radar as a clue that Mack truly hasn’t changed. Having a neutral or enlightened centrist mindset is unacceptable in an environment where entire groups of people are losing their human rights, being imprisoned, or killed. As anachrosims says, there is no seeing the “other side” when that side wants minorities to disappear. People that use this talking points are immediate red flags for me, because it’s often a cover for their true nature. I also want to make note that the post where Mack tried to “both sides” the issue was only from 3 months ago.

Anachrosims also made another post about how she and the others that were anti-paywall denounced Mack for her past and response to the criticism. I want to emphasize this because all the people claiming that Mack has done all the work for the “movement” and is the only reason it exists are wrong. Although I wasn’t here to witness it, everything I’ve seen indicates that it has always been a collaborative effort within those in the community, and there is no reason to hold Mack up on a pedestal without acknowledging the hard work of everyone else involved. Also, the person Anachrosims took the statement from there, Bucky? That publicly denounced Mack for her voting record and behavior? I’m pretty sure that’s the same Bucky she constantly refers to as the person that was attacked by perma-paywallers with transphobia and was pushed to suicide attempts twice. The fact that she constantly mentions this in her posts while the person involved is no longer online here and publicly made a post against her disgusts me. How dare she blast that all over the internet constantly when the person involved wants nothing to do with her. It’s gross and no doubt triggering and extremely performative.

But let’s move on now.

The Present (within the last month):

Now, my limited interactions with Mack started when I tagged her in this post as a reference for someone that had been doxxed by perma-paywallers. Promptly after, a user started replying on my miiko post about Mack being racist. I asked for receipts because I had no idea who Mack was at this point other than being a person that was doxxed. Mack had come into my DMs at some point to ask me a question, and later on I had messaged her about Miiko in order to have her added to Mack’s red flag creator list. So, when I posted this, Mack defended herself in the replies of the post and came to me to chat about it more. I showed sympathy to her because the person in my replies was very aggressive, and as someone that also grew up in the South surrounded by racism and brainwashing tactics at every turn, I wanted to believe that she had changed. We exchanged stories related to the election and I tried to be as kind as possible.

After talking to Mack and considering the receipts carefully, I decided not to interact with Mack as a precaution (and courtesy to anyone that had been hurt by her) and removed any reference from her from my blog. I wanted to give her a chance to show that she had changed, but I didn’t trust her either. I was going to organize my thoughts better in another post, but EA’s policy update happened then and everything blew up. So, I didn’t really think about it again until the next incident.

I made this post denouncing Mack because I witnessed the harassment of @/gyarutrait and @/saruin by Mack’s friend @/texasthegreatdestroyer. Texas was harassing them because they had blocked Mack because of her past racism, all of it was 100% in her defense. Previous to this post, I had DM’d Mack asking her to get Texas to back off because it was unacceptable for her friend (who she was still DMing and associating with) to be saying ableist and transphobic things to defend her and it needed to stop. Mack told me that she needed more time to think of what to say in a post about it, and to give her time to do so. Over a week passed, and although Mack was active and making posts throughout, she still said nothing. Texas was still harassing @/gyarutrait, to the point where she had to make multiple posts about it, and so I made my post about it. Notably, @/gyarutrait was given proof by Texas that Mack had told Texas her username, knowing Texas’ way of “handling conflict”, more or less sending her after her. Mack made a throwaway post about not being responsible for Texas’ actions and posted a screenshot of Texas in her block list. Nothing else was said or addressed.

At this point, Texas continued to make long, aggressive rant posts about myself and Dreamie. Dreamie had to make another post asking for people to please report Texas’ posts. It wasn’t anything I couldn’t deal with, but I noticed very quickly that Texas (on anon) was making disgusting references to my terminally ill family member that I had only spoken about in DMs to Mack and nowhere else on this site. The only way Texas could have known that is if Mack told her about it, and the only people the anon could be was Texas or Mack herself. This gave even more weight to the theory that Mack was sending her friend after people purposefully while sharing DMs with her. Texas continued sending me anons until I made this reply saying that she wasn’t shit and I wasn’t going to reply to her lame attempts anymore. Take note that through all of this, Mack was silent. And yet...

Mack made a post chastising the community for staying silent over her own harassment by perma-paywallers. She emphasized people’s mental health being attacked and that people could die. I responded that she had no right to lecture anyone on being silent about bullying when she herself said nothing about her friend that is still harassing and stalking people to this day. After all, how did she know that no one was going to attempt to hurt themselves because of that constant and violating harassment in her name? Mack then quickly... ran to Twitter to call me a clout chaser and manipulator that she had lost respect for as a friend... because I called her out for her hypocrisy. She still hasn’t responded to me directly or done anything besides victimize herself. Apparently she’s still talking about me on Twitter and reblogging from people that agree with her, but I have no interest in chasing her vague posts.

I want to emphasis that I chose to give Mack a very limited chance that she was not entitled to. I wanted to give her the opportunity to show with her actions whether she had changed, since I had not been in the community to see her previous actions for myself, and she made it very clear very quickly in the last few weeks that she has not. I would advise anyone reading to not make the same mistake, regardless of your stance on the paywall debate. Because what I’ve experienced is truly the tip of the iceberg if everyone that has come to me to testify about Mack is any evidence at all. I’ve barely even interacted with her and this is the shit show that resulted.

All of this over a fucking video game yall bitch and complain about constantly. Do y’all not feel foolish?

And that’s for ALL SIDES.

This is fucking embarrassing, @mack3030. If anyone has a doubt, this is her true personality. If you feel like this, say it to my face. Post the fucking DMs where I tried to “manipulate” you. No wait, I’ll do it myself. Here’s our entire DM history for everyone’s viewing pleasure. I tried to give her the smallest chance and that’s my own fucking fault, but how dare she call me a manipulator for that. Maybe that’s why no one will give you a chance, if this is how you treat them. And a clout chaser? What clout? How fucking humiliating.

PS: I was never your fucking friend. I’m a stranger on the internet that had two DM convos with you! I don’t even follow you, girl! Stop! Btw, if I’m causing you so much grief while you’re out in public, it might help if you don’t follow me after I reblogged your post 💜

This is fucking embarrassing, @mack3030. If anyone has a doubt, this is her true personality. If you feel like this, say it to my face. Post the fucking DMs where I tried to "manipulate" you. No wait, I'll do it myself. Here's our entire DM history for everyone's viewing pleasure. I tried to give her the smallest chance and that's my own fucking fault, but how dare she call me a manipulator for that. Maybe that's why no one will give you a chance, if this is how you treat them. And a clout chaser? What clout? How fucking humiliating.

PS: I was never your fucking friend. I'm a stranger on the internet that had two DM convos with you! I don't even follow you, girl! Stop! Btw, if I'm causing you so much grief while you're out in public, it might help if you don't follow me after I reblogged your post 💜

tw: sexual harrassment, suicide attempt references, etc. Here's the deal. If you have a legitimate reason why you can't speak up, such as too much shit going on in your real life, or something being triggering, that's one thing. But refusing to speak up because you "don't want attention" is bullshit. Believe it or not, I would prefer NOT to have to do what I do here on simblr and twitter. I don't like having to try to shout into the wind at a community that seems not to give a damn. But, I do it because I know this is right. And I have my convictions. The problem is, we need people to speak up. Here's what's FUNNY to me. EA changes the rules on paid CC and for 1.5 days everyone and their mother had an opinion or a thought on what was going on. You had people worried about losing livlihoods, you had people cussing out EA and their own supporters, you had full on tantrums and people blaming the paywallers...you had a full spectrum of reactions. YET, when I am sexually harrassed, have an active smear campaign running against me, when @timmssimmsplays is told to go off himself, when Bucky (who isn't in the community anymore) attempts to harm themselves TWICE....the community is quiet as a mouse. THAT. IS. FUCKED. UP.

I do not care what community you are in, that is a fucked up state of priorities when a community cares more about potentially losing a chance to make money over people being told to ki1l themselves.

And you wanna know what allowed this shit to go on? It's people like you who are so fucking scared of people they "admire" chastising them, that they never speak up even when those people are literally fleecing everyone else and treating the community like shit. I get that it's hard to speak up on your own. But you can reblog. You can share resources. You can write a short statement saying "I am not for how this community has been taken advantage of by certain people and I will not support those people." You can educate new creators. There's tons of ways to speak up without being AS vocal as I am. But staying silent is NOT an option. Staying silent is allowing people to potentially DIE.

This is not "pointless sims drama". This is people's lives. Real people's mental health being attacked over a fucking video game. But if more people speak up, they can't attack everyone, and maybe, just maybe, they'll realize we're bigger than they are.

^ This is how paywallers and their minions think. They don't want people standing up to them. Because they are growing fat off of us. They are taking vacations and making doctors salaries off of us, often using models they didn't fucking make themselves. And when we start to rise up, they attack those who are brave like myself and Timm and try to get us to shut up for fear the rest of you guys will join us. Because if you do, that's the ballgame. So it's time to stop living in fear of people WE outnumber. It's time for us to stop being afarid of them. They are REPLACABLE. Their work can be REPLICATED. We do NOT need them in our community. This is no longer a #sims issue. This is a LGBTQ+ issue because Timm is Gay and got harrassed. This is a #metoo issue because I got sexuallty targeted and harrassed. This is a transgender rights issue because Cowbuild told Bucky (a trans man) that he didn't exist. This is a cyber security issue because paywallers are tracking private information and sharing it among each other and we STILL don't have the full list of what's going on.

This is NO longer just some shitty sims drama. These are fucking REAL world issues. And if you are silent, you are complacent. The ONLY excuse you have for not speaking up is if the real world is too much for you right now, or the subject/content is too triggering. That's honestly it.

At this point she is only making things worse. Like if it was her game? Sure. She has made her point but she can’t force her opinion on others and force them to get involved in all this mess. It’s coming across very vindictive and intimidating. If a crime has been made, contact the cops. If not, maybe it’s time to move on and come offline.

good to know we're trying to silence victims of doxxing and sexual harassment. I'm not sure how blocking someone and publicly talking about it is staying silent when I've literally never seen certain people posting period.

I am so tired of everyone acting like just because we say Mack has done something wrong, it's because we don't care about the paywall issue or we're just going to stay silent about doxxing. We can care about multiple things at once!!! I can say cc creators are assholes while disapproving of Mack's antics! Because I don't know who made Mack the simblr savior from paywalls, or whatever, but it's not fucking needed. I'm still sitting here trying to figure out what she's done that's so fucking groundbreaking, to be honest with you. Reblog everyone else's takes with some bullshit additions comparing her "movement" to those for women's rights and LGBT rights? Every point she ever makes and every scrap of info she gets is from someone else who said it better the first time. I've never had to run to Mack for anything regarding this issue and no one else really has to, either.

This is not nitpicking "the same 2 things over and over". If I wanted to do that, I'd bring up voting for Trump twice and acting like an ass about it afterward for who knows how long. Or the countless other issues that people have brought up over and over again, right there in @/mackisakaren. That she wants to act like are sooooo long ago, she's a completely different person now. Yet I don't have to, because every week it's something new. I gave Mack a chance, genuinely, because if I didn't believe people could change I would lose my damn mind. But all she's done since then is reinforce every negative thing said about her, through her own actions. I'm "silencing victims of doxxing and sexual harassment"? Because I bring up how hypocritical it is that she's "calling out" people for not being vocal enough about her stupid ass movement while ignoring others being stalked and harassed (DIRECTLY BECAUSE OF HER)? How fucking dare you.

I think some of you anti-paywall champions, or whatever, need to get a grip and some fucking perspective because I don't know how many times this can be explained to you. There are more important issues in life than sims 4 cc being locked behind a paywall. And if you're okay with people being harassed just because they disagree with you, guess what. You're just as bad as the assholes sending you threats.

tw: sexual harrassment, suicide attempt references, etc. Here's the deal. If you have a legitimate reason why you can't speak up, such as too much shit going on in your real life, or something being triggering, that's one thing. But refusing to speak up because you "don't want attention" is bullshit. Believe it or not, I would prefer NOT to have to do what I do here on simblr and twitter. I don't like having to try to shout into the wind at a community that seems not to give a damn. But, I do it because I know this is right. And I have my convictions. The problem is, we need people to speak up. Here's what's FUNNY to me. EA changes the rules on paid CC and for 1.5 days everyone and their mother had an opinion or a thought on what was going on. You had people worried about losing livlihoods, you had people cussing out EA and their own supporters, you had full on tantrums and people blaming the paywallers...you had a full spectrum of reactions. YET, when I am sexually harrassed, have an active smear campaign running against me, when @timmssimmsplays is told to go off himself, when Bucky (who isn't in the community anymore) attempts to harm themselves TWICE....the community is quiet as a mouse. THAT. IS. FUCKED. UP.

I do not care what community you are in, that is a fucked up state of priorities when a community cares more about potentially losing a chance to make money over people being told to ki1l themselves.

And you wanna know what allowed this shit to go on? It's people like you who are so fucking scared of people they "admire" chastising them, that they never speak up even when those people are literally fleecing everyone else and treating the community like shit. I get that it's hard to speak up on your own. But you can reblog. You can share resources. You can write a short statement saying "I am not for how this community has been taken advantage of by certain people and I will not support those people." You can educate new creators. There's tons of ways to speak up without being AS vocal as I am. But staying silent is NOT an option. Staying silent is allowing people to potentially DIE.

This is not "pointless sims drama". This is people's lives. Real people's mental health being attacked over a fucking video game. But if more people speak up, they can't attack everyone, and maybe, just maybe, they'll realize we're bigger than they are.

^ This is how paywallers and their minions think. They don't want people standing up to them. Because they are growing fat off of us. They are taking vacations and making doctors salaries off of us, often using models they didn't fucking make themselves. And when we start to rise up, they attack those who are brave like myself and Timm and try to get us to shut up for fear the rest of you guys will join us. Because if you do, that's the ballgame. So it's time to stop living in fear of people WE outnumber. It's time for us to stop being afarid of them. They are REPLACABLE. Their work can be REPLICATED. We do NOT need them in our community. This is no longer a #sims issue. This is a LGBTQ+ issue because Timm is Gay and got harrassed. This is a #metoo issue because I got sexuallty targeted and harrassed. This is a transgender rights issue because Cowbuild told Bucky (a trans man) that he didn't exist. This is a cyber security issue because paywallers are tracking private information and sharing it among each other and we STILL don't have the full list of what's going on.

This is NO longer just some shitty sims drama. These are fucking REAL world issues. And if you are silent, you are complacent. The ONLY excuse you have for not speaking up is if the real world is too much for you right now, or the subject/content is too triggering. That's honestly it.

At this point she is only making things worse. Like if it was her game? Sure. She has made her point but she can’t force her opinion on others and force them to get involved in all this mess. It’s coming across very vindictive and intimidating. If a crime has been made, contact the cops. If not, maybe it’s time to move on and come offline.