bands off the wall

if any one sees this, i’m j posting to let off steam. i’ve been listening to Bring Me The Horizon all day long, and been wanting to cry since yesterday. i miss a few people that aren’t here any longer and never want to even think about me... when i’m not working, i’m sleeping, when i’m not sleeping, i’m working. i haven’t been eating like i should, and i’ve been hating my complection again lately... thinking about stuff i shouldn’t... any suggestions?