i woke up like this (anxious)

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i wanna lie on the floor and not think for a month or two.

Do you ever go “ wow ok” and shut down entirely

Already ruined 2022, 2068 gonna be my year ong

it’s like insane that an ancient writer knew the words i needed to hear a thousand years on and could see me through all that time but also. it’s not surprising in the least bc they felt as i felt and they sang as i sang and they did everything i’ve ever done there is no state of being which they have not already passed i am nothing new i am not alone and that is a great joy to know

i didn’t realize growing up meant dying inside but hey it’s whatever

sorry for acting so strange & irregular it will happen again

sleeping is nice until u wake up and realize ur still sad lol

I need to go back to ignoring people and paying attention to myself

at least we met