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Hey! It's been a while, I guess. But to tell you right away: I think I'm over him. Not 100%. It'll never be 100% because I know that he would've been perfect for me. But I've realized that this love doesn't and was never going to work. I still love him so so so much but I needed to move on. Anyway...there's someone new. Well, not completely new, I started to notice him about a year ago or more. That kinda reminds me of when I started to like C while I still liked A. Weird, haha. But basically..this is way more of a good possibility. He's my age - he's actually younger than me. After months of trying to befriend him, I finally hung out with him on Friday. We've hugged twice and he also hugged me in school today. Which I guess is much better than crying over my teacher, lmao. What I'm trying to say..life goes on. It does, and it has suprises you wouldn't expect. I hope you all have a nice life. You deserve it.

I think I'm getting over him. It has different reasons than the other times I've said it & I think it's for real this time. I'm not completely over him, not by far. But I think this wonderful, wonderful chapter is slowly ending after more than three years. I'm so thankful for everything, especially for last year. But it's time to move on, and I finally found a reason for that. Thank you for the good and also the bad times, C. I'll always love you in some way.

it was alright, not good & not bad but thank you! you too, of course :)