short and (sometimes)sweet

I'm hoping to raise $330!

you can help me out through:

cashapp:$shamarahrichmond

venmo:@richmondshamarah

paypal:@ShamarahRichmond

you can donate to me directly through:

cashapp: $shamarahrichmond

venmo: @richmondshamarah

paypal: @ShamarahRichmond

Any help is appreciated, thank u <3

with that being said I did DRASTICALLY underestimate the actual cost of going independent (at least until i can hopefully get a dorm 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾) so I've updated my gofundme goal to an amount that would actually allow me to comfortably save enough to rent somewhere while being able to afford groceries and necessities.

I think I constantly underestimate just how much ping ponging between rocky living situations with family members of different levels of toxicity has really been affecting me 😭 luckily i can mostly avoid interaction with the person I currently live with but dear fucking god she is horrible. constantly trying to manipulate me, constantly undermining me, downtalking me, treating me like I don't know what I'm talking about, treating me like a child and then belittling me for not CONSTANTLY giving her money. so basically, she wants my adult money but for me to constantly act like a child. Because i have a job she genuinely thinks I have a lot of money to give out like girl...i work as a cashier one-three days a week...

And even when I do give her money or buy things she STILL belittles me for "doing nothing" She treats me like some leech off the street no matter what I do or how much i contribute and I'm just not dealing with it this year.

I know I've already said it a lot on this post specifically but damn man i really just want to live somewhere peacefully. i want to be able to wake up everyday without being on gaurd, without having to constantly shield and protect my mental health from a barrage of negativity and discouragement. I want the chance everyday to wake up and be seen as a full autonomous person with my own thoughts or feelings thats not just there to serve an agenda or be someones mini servant because I'm trying to stabalize my life.

dykes