it's okay to hate everything, even you and even me

finally sent a message to my doctor about the medication being denied but my dr is too swamped to do anything according to the nurse so i just have to wait it out until the next appointment to discuss what meds to do instead Okay so this is actually useless

do people forget that gender nonconformity gets weaponized into transphobia. like i dont know how to tell you most people want someone to be a cis man to be gnc as opposed to them being an egg. did you guys know this? people hate trans women and would always prefer them to be gnc cis men who just wear a skirt and treat it as some fabric. this is what most people want at the end of the day.

how it feels to a post reblogged with nothing but marked red names on your dash

i also think about pancakes for every meal often.

how i always lose u in these woods

i can't go on a walk bc my clothes are in the dryer #FUCKKKKK

tomorrow will be another day of probably being really scared right before going into the job i wanted and has been going fine and will be fine once i have made it past the first ten or so minutes of work i just get scared about everything in my life anymore for some reason. i probably am not helping by thinking i will be scared or nervous and it's making me a liddle nervous to even say it so i shouldn't but im like fawkkkk how do we move past this stage of existence