Mouse

God knew I’d be too powerful as a horrifying shapeshifting monster that could grow extra eyes and claws and fangs

and have your monstrous form's shadow replace your shadow while in human form, that's one of the many things the people who make devil may cry 1 and bayonetta series got right

im so hungry

help a trans woman stay alive by sending me money for food and stuff

my therapist asked if i was looking forward to my birthday and i said the only thing im looking forward to is total societal collapse. i told her about the chair and she asked if i was excited about that and i told her im not getting my hopes up and that i might have to use those funds to buy dinner tonight. i dont look forward to things. when i have a desire i crush it,i bury it, because wanting leads to pain. living is pain. im in pain. thats my every moment. id at least like to be in pain in a comfortable chair that doesnt make the pain worse.

I'm taking suggestions for any characters and/or Miku outfits you'd like to see drawn on this post. I'll take a look at them whenever I'm sketching.

ALSO..some more masturbation facts about me. theres a nonsexual scene in a book where a kid gets spanked for some reason. it was set in like the 40s and he was in a boarding school i forget. but i think i either misread the scene . or maybr the author actually did write this and theyre just fucking weird. and i thought the protag got hit (with like a ruler or something). on the penis instead of on the arse. and i remember my 11 year old brain being like. i wonder why i think that would feel good.

abt frances plurality: she is in a state of dissociation where she isn't aware of who's who, but her other half/alter is the one that helps her learn to be confident and is more direct and focused meanwhile frances herself is in a constant fawn state. there is both shifts and mixes.

Dollgirl in washing machine

i remember when utah's (republican) governor ended up vetoing a law banning transgender students from playing high school sports when he looked at the numbers, and there were only four trans students in the state playing sports at all. he released a clumsily worded but surprisingly compassionate statement about the decision.