Had to look up how to do the "under the cut" trick for this. Gotta get this out of my system somewhere, and I know nobody is actually on this ghost town of a site, so this should be a better place than most. Spoiler thoughts in the read more for TADC final act now that it's on YT. And I guess content warnings for commentary on themes and plot stuff.
I'm not a circus fan to begin with. I don't know the term for fans of it, and I don't care, cuz I'm not one. I've passively kept up from the start, seen every episode, I have a ragatha plush because I think the character design is cute, but I've not been as "into" it as I was with other things. I didn't go out of my way to see the finale in theaters despite some not-so-subtly pressuring me to do so, because I hate the theater experience in general. But it's nice that the theater run was a success.
But so, experienced in a comfortable environment. With an open mind. It was fine. I don't get everything, but it made me feel things.
The "raised by devout mormons" line is sticking with me. Fuck that's sticking with me. I wasn't even raised by devout mormons, but I've seen the current depressing situations of some friends who were. If christ's love and the holy spirit is compelling you to justify tossing out or closeting your family for being anything but straight and conforming, then you don't need to ask why anyone would rather hail satan. Speaking of satan and god-
Redeeming Caine is the one thing that's muddying up my feels. On the one hand I'd wanna tear the demiurge quite a few new ones for subjecting everyone to this torment nexus called life, but on the other hand it's so deliciously heretical to depict a creator god actually growing a conscience and regret for their behavior. Imagine that, a narrow-minded asshole actually getting out of their own head.
That wasn't supposed to be a transition to talking about jax, but here we are. Edit to add that subtext is just text with Goose confirming, and I'm fine with the text. Besides that, jax is a self-destructive, self sabotaging, tragic character. I don't know what anyone wants me to feel about that. The most I can feel is pity. Maybe a bit of sympathy for the idea of someone having a shit old man just leave.
Goose, I ain't responsible for any of it, but I'm sorry that the chronically online, the bot comments, and the content farming slop made it such a rocky road to express the ideas you wanted to express. There's no real helping when something gets popular, and you've handled it better than the worst. You've left a nice mark on the world. It truly was an amazing digital circus.
Now if you'll excuse me, I'mma go get me some of that stupid sauce.













