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Hate that they changed where the buttons are... Also this place gives me nightmares

I will finally be able to start going to doctors appts soon since I will be able to work from home a few days a week... Idk where to go first, dentist for tooth pain, ent for entire face pain and coughing, allergist to see if maybe that's all from allergies, gyno for utis and to discuss changing birth control, dermatologist for hair loss, or rheumatologist to see if allll of that is related to sjogrens. Also need to start getting therapy again. And maybe get my eyes checked again to make sure optic nerves aren't swelling more. I'm so tired all the time and my social anxiety is bad. I'm also actually fine and okay though....idek. going to a passover dinner tonight and trying to use unexpected day off wisely but have just been sleeping. I'm literally fine though

Going to salon first time in a year, gonna drop off donations to the local thrift, then either gonna watch the new Jenny Nicholson or The Pitt and hopefully maybe do Something creative

Life feels so unmanageable even though it really shouldn't feel that way

My hair has finally calmed down with falling out and now it is turning grey.

First day of new job tomorrow and can't sleep. I hate change so much