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It's a calorie limit, not a calorie goal.

101) I don't care if it's dangerous or miserable. I will trade my binge eating disorder for anorexia. My relationship with food sucks already, why can't I be skinny while I be sad?

I swear Im not anorexic. I haven’t fasted in days, months even. I know I never eat at school but that doesn’t count. Breakfast or dinner, I will binge. I’m not what everyone thinks I am. I am obese. I’m too embarrassed to tell you how many kgs I weigh but it is not even as low as 70. I am horrid and disgusting. I am not sick. I am not anorexic. I am just fat and upset about it. I am fat and I can’t do anything about it. I can feel horrible all the time but it doesn’t matter. If I can’t do anything about it, it doesn’t matter. If I am not fainting everyday, I am not sick and it does not matter. I don’t care what anyone says.

Istg i felt every word