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Stress. I haven't experienced it like this since the time I had to attend my Saxophone class (where the teacher hates me) after ditching for an entire month.

Both high-school and music school together are really stressing me out lately. I want to quit music school but I don't know if that's a smart thing to do. Is it worth sacrificing my well being for the next two years for a chance to get into a better faculty in the future? What if it doesn't even help and I end up unnecessarily suffering for 2 years. What if I quit and I feel more relaxed for these 2 years but I'm just a few points short for the faculty I wanted and end up trading 2 years of calm for my entire future....... Fuck

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It is done. I have found it. I have found the song that perfectly shows my personal experience with dysphoria. Mr. FEAR by SIAMES

https://youtu.be/EFt3q8Zws3c

#Youtube

Now, I'm aware I posted just a few days ago how unhappy I was but today I felt really good? I really don't know why but I'm really not gonna complain

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The fact that someone legitimately asked me to be their friend with benefits but I still haven't been asked out or been in a single relationship really baffles me

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Worst still is that we don't live nearby so it wouldn't have even been like.... sex? This whole situation really confused me

The fact that someone legitimately asked me to be their friend with benefits but I still haven't been asked out or been in a single relationship really baffles me

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I can't stop thinking about suicide. I'm not actually suicidal but the thought never leaves my head. I've also been feeling excruciatingly sad but I don't know why. I'm not dysphoric. I haven't felt that long lasting feeling of dysphoria since January, just a few minor bursts. I do feel lonely but this is not the first time I feel like that so I don't see why that would be the reason for my sadness.

I've started to really, really, really hate myself lately. Like... A lot. Most of the hate is targeted at my appearance. Simply typing that message made me hateful. God, I fucking despise it.

Long story short, I'm lonely (again), sad but I don't know why, and really hateful towards myself. I wonder how much of this is due to the self isolation and how much is just me.

Surprise, it sucks feeling like the third wheel/last choice of every friend group except for the one with the toxic piece of shit in it.

I haven't felt lonely like this since summer or so. I thought I finally got over that hurdle but apparently not. I'm really fucking angry and frustrated at this point

I miss my dad. I wish I could see him again

Is it normal to miss someone you've never met before?

Tame Impala is the only artist that actually made me cry. Some others came close but something about Tame Impala's style really gets me. Especially in the songs Let It Happen, Yes I'm Changing, Posthumous Forgiveness and Breathe Deeper.

#tame impala #the slow rush #slow rush

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I'm back britches and worse than ever

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a comic about how I feel about my gender

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smash that mf reblog if u hate pedophiles

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You know that post with the broken likes? If this doesn’t get enough reblogs to crash the icon then I’m fucking rioting

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Whoever doesn’t repost this I’m afraid of

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“transition poses some ethical questions. Such as, from what age should you be allowed to irreversibly change your body.“

This of course completely ignores the fact that puberty makes irreversible changes to your body. But let us just rephrase the question: “from what age do you gain bodily autonomy?” Now it gets very easy to answer: From the moment you’re fucking born.

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I’m sorry, I’m reblogging this twice in a row it is that important

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Stand up and say it again for the people in the back row.

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