Adam Lanza Suicide. Hidden facts and reasons. 💭
“I don't want to strive towards my hopes and dreams, I want my dreams to be sprayed all over the walls.” — Adam Lanza
! This text contains non-approved facts, ALL of these are just my opinion.
This post is based on my previous post and here I wanted to clarify a specific detail for a person who asked me for further proof, the fact anexed is:
“ 18 - Adam died in a fetal position, curled up near the door. In one of his ranting audios he would quote "I don't want to strive towards my hopes and dreams, I want my dreams to be sprayed all over the walls." And so did. When lanza shooted himself in that class and dropped dead, his head blood spilled on the class blackboard which on top of it had colorful letters saying "Hopes and Dreams" ” — Leichnam
Classroom | Roof | Blackboard —
There's no proof that Adam knew this classroom had this phrase on it, nothing about that is confirmed but, we can make theories, and I don't think that's a silly coincidence. And also, he wouldn't have the time to "choose a classrom," The shooting was over after twelve minutes and just stopped because police was alredy on the building, Adam needed to hurry to the closer class and get this finished.
We know Adam was extremely smart, he spended hours and months on his bedroom thinking and thinking more, 24 hours per day he was there, sitting, thinking, feeding the madness inside him.
Adam is frequently described as two extremes:
Indefese, traumatizated, poor boy, unable — evil, psycopath, sadist, terryfing.
And Adam was a human like we all once.
He was deeply traumatizated, something deep on him was terribly out of place, and he knew that, he always felt the gazes, he never acted, instead he keeped that wrath inside him until the day everthing would came to a end. Not just that: Adam says for himself "And I’ve, in my life, I don’t think I’ve ever conventionally been bullied. I was bullied in the normal cultural sense, which everyone is bullied in. And when people speak about that, “it — it gets better” nonsense, that seems like such a blatant contradiction to me."
Something just a few people know about Adam was his sympathy, mercy, humor and how his mind runned, how things worked inside there and how they were processed. Lanza was certainly jugded by some because of things he was condened with, and he knew this.
Following this line of thought, Adam planned this event carefully; He was an self-labeled antinatalist and counterculturalist, school is a part of the system and culture, which he's completely against. I have seen people talk that no, he didn't wanted to save children. But I think their thought is completely wrong, Adam quotes "You don’t care about children; I do care about children. You’re the one who wants to rape children; I’m the one who wants to save them from a life of suffering that you want to impose onto them. You’re the one who sees them as your property; I’m the one who wants to free them."
The possibility was practically perfect after a long time thinking, because Adam also quotes: “School is such a great place, you get to learn stuff, become a better person to make a better tomorrow. I ... I actually have a lot of dreams about school. And I think, well, what is school? School is culture, basically, it’s cultural indoctri- nation. And what is culture? The imposition of deprivation.”
The thing here is: The shooting wasn't just a protest against the culture of what school is, but it was the safest way to find kids and free them. You may doubt and think”why not a playground?” It's obvious: A playground is open, people could have stopped him, kids would run even more away. On school? It matches his rage about life and at the same time matches his most preserved goal: Freeing children.
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