Legally-Terminated

Seeing you.

Hearing you.

It all makes me hate you.

More and more.

I hurl.

I'm sick.

What a disgusting "man".

Gah, you just make me sick.

Now that door has closed..

and locked me out.

Why does this always happen.

It's always the blonde one's that win.

The one with the "goods".

I give up.

I'm done with this pain

The pain that comes with happiness.

Reindeer are better than fucking people

Where is my Kristoff in this fairytale, my reality?

When is my happy & ever after love story starting..

Never Fuckn n' After?

"Don't wake him" I thought.

"He has school, a work meeting, and then work."

I kiss him softly on his cheek as he dreams.

He smiles and moves from his side to his back.

He lets out a soft moan of happiness.

As he drifts back into a deep sleep

I sneak out the creaking door.

I realize over the sound of the door I'm starting to really like him..

..and I don't want this door to shut.

Don't be like the rest, don't close on me again..

I want to crawl under those sheets

and cuddle with him

and dream more.

I want to be a sleeping beauty,

I want to escape my brutal reality with him.

But I also want so much more

Of what's behind that now closed door.