This year has been full of new discoveries: hobbies, books, people, practises. It was so challenging. So much anxiety and fear and shame rose and settled and rose again. And still every uncomfortable moment was absolutely worth it. To say nothing of all the rose tinted warm and happy ones. Like the flower gardens in city centre and my new roses in my garden, the giddiness of smelling pine on hot midday air , the bliss of good food and better company or even no company at all, the thrill of trying something scary and coming out on the other side still breathing and sharing the win with friends. Here is to even more and more and more.

every day I leave work with 1 billion things still on my to do list

Wanted to quit my job and become some sort of baker or cleaner so bad yesterday and then my period started today:0

New job kicking my ass:(

Made a bowl of slop (tasty), had to a job interview (weird), it was snowing (pretty)

living in the moment is so cool and relaxing but also scary because what if

Today's good things are a lunch from a cafe, meeting a friend for a bit to catch up, and my canker sores from the dentist hurting a little less

3 good things today brought: went for a short walk in the morning and it was very nice, listened to a great podcast episode and watched a nice show episode, had a tasty dinner🩵

Managed to do so many tasks even though the mood was sooo bad yay

I love love love clouds. i learned their names!

Language teaching is so so interesting I want to do this forever

Experienced such a rare wave of confidence for one day and then the next was back to anxiety:(

Learning teaching again when will it end