Wandering Mind

You'd think after all this time I'd be done with being nostalgic over the past. But I still hate myself for messing up over and over again.

if one of my old school friends is seeing this by any means. (You'll probably know who you are.) I miss you guys so much and I'm sorry I didn't stay in touch. I should've told you how much you meant and still mean to me. I think about you guys a lot. I still love you.

I come back here once every few months and get nostalgic over all the things that have been gone for so long.

It's that time again. I really need to get away, do and see something else. I'm not ment to stay at home doing the same things over and over again. I need to do something. I need to change my perspective, my habits. Everything.

I just wanna sleep for the next three months.

Sitting in law lecture and wanting to cry 'cause I don't get anything at all

I'm already nervous, when I think about the next days. They make me anxious and I hate it. Can't sleep, cause I know that I've got so much to do tomorrow, but I know that handling those tasks won't get easier, if I don't get enough sleep. Ugh. It's exhausting.