桜餅

an   independent   ,   highly   selective   mitsuri kanroji  from   𝐤𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐬𝐮 𝐧𝐨 𝐲𝐚𝐢𝐛𝐚.   

loved   by   ash.   est   2023.

mutuals only, 18+ blog.  activity is sporadic depending on my energy levels. recharging comes first as should for anyone that uses roleplay as an outlet and hobby. selective multi-ship. slow burn threads are my favorite when it comes to shipping muses, so if this your sort of thing then you are in the right place. pre-established relationships, but will be incredibly selective as shipping chemistry is preferred. mun practices ship exclusivity, and expects the same in return.

duplicate, crossover, OC, and AU friendly !! current alternate universes in the works: modern, fate, jjk, and demon.

@dayrisen said:

❛❛ Mitsu - san. ❜❜ There's something tender blooming here , in the heart of tone , in the palms carrying a small scarf ; a fabric woven with the pattern of protection , threaded within wisteria fabrics , dyed in a tender pink ( that matches the beauty of her hair , of cherry blossoms. ) Callused hands move , wrapping the hand made gift around her neck. It suits her ---- of course it does , as do those sakura mochi tresses ; bright & colorful , warm. Laughter blossoms 'pon Koto's throat as her fingers hook the Pillar's chin & brings her down to her height , lips softly pressing again her forehead as her eyes fall shut. ❛❛ Happy birthday. I'm so proud of you. ❜❜

To know another person that speaks such honesty in word and touch —

Koto is tender in how she speaks, and Mitsuri cannot help to hang onto every syllable even when little is said. She hardly pays attention to the scarf wrapped around her when she fixes her eyes on the other woman, warming at the calloused brush of fingers upon her chin. For anyone else, they would not be able to understand how careful and soft the hands of a woman could be when they had oh so easily draw blood with a weapon. Mitsuri only knows because hers have done the very same in order to protect those dear to her. Of the few other demon slayers, only they would know what it means to be gentle and fierce at the same time.  

“Koto-chan,” she whispers, eyes pricking at their corners from sheer happiness. Gifts have been granted to her in joyful abundances from her family, but gifts from another, with no reason except to think of her, it makes her chest tighten. Nose wrinkling, she sniffles quietly before she lets out small cry, failing to keep her bottom lip from quivering. 

“Koto-chan! You're so cute and amazing!” Without even a passing beat, her arms stretch out and draw Koto close to her, careful to not hold too tight. Only then does she fully take in the beauty of the scarf, easily noticing the intention of color and details. So pretty... “You didn't have to do anything for me. I'm so happy... I'm so happy! I - I... Koto-chan! Thank you, thank you!” Gratitude could not begin to express how much she adored both gift and the presence of her, but she hopes it can be felt, felt in the way she runs a hand through Koto's hair, musing over their vivid ends. 

certified weird girl moment

you're not like the other girls... you're worse!

@dayrisen said:

what if i told u that koto just wants to give mitsuri a kith on the cheek for being so adorable

@guhamun said: 

"Kanroji-san! I heard that yesterday was a special day for you!" Kyojuro had been out and about on a mission, forgetting all about that particular 'day'. However, now that he was back and settled to take at least a moment's break, he was able to think clearly. He hoped that Mitsuri wouldn't be too bothered by his lateness. Had he realized it had been her birthday, he would have most definitely at least sent a message to her. Making his approach, he held out a tray with a plethora of different dishes placed upon it, all of which were made by him. "Happy Birthday!"

Birthdays with her family were different than how they were now. Celebration came with convenience. When missions did not plague their sworn duty, when time settles just enough to take a breath that isn't tied to form, and when their paths happen to cross again — It is why Mitsuri is never angry when wishes are given a day, a month, late because she knows how many special days she must have missed when protecting another. Being that it is Kyojuro, bringing food and warmth in his presence, it impossible to be anything less than overjoyed. 

"Rengoku-san!" Her voice calls out to him, bright and filled with familiarity. Already had a few other Hashira graced her with praises and gifts, mostly in an array of food to feed crowds, and even if it is the same, a homemade dish from a friend — It is the best! Hands held to either side of her face, Mitsuri inhales deeply from the tray, the scent filling her with nostalgia from her training days alongside Kyojuro. It might have only been a year or so, but the memories would always be tied to those special meals that felt like a blissful reward. 

Some of the reasons why I love Mits.uri's character so much revolve around a lot of the struggles she went through because they are relatable for me. At times, women are expected to be softer, weaker, quieter in a way to please this expectation of femininity or what it is to be feminine. Personally, I spent a lot of time growing up being held to those expectations by my own parents. A lot of "no man will want you with a loud mouth like that" and "no man will put up with you because if you talk too much", so I associated holding back opinions, being timid, and maintaining this image of femininity because that's what I was told "men wanted in a woman" if they weren't too aggressive or independent. It led to dating people that weren't good for me and harboring my own self-loathing, having disordered eating, and worried going against the expectation of the social norm. 

Mits.uri represents, for me and how I interpret her, being feminine and loving your femininity without associating it with how someone else values them as a person. Her femininity doesn't define her worth as a woman, but it is a part of her she effortlessly expresses and does so without reserve. There are traits about her that are perceived as masculine (i.e. being physically strong, eating a lot, etc.), but there isn't association with those traits as being either or. They're just part of her. A character like her feels important to me as someone that went through similar issues and finding self-love in pieces that make me who I am. 

cheek.

you are made of light. your cheeks hurt from grinning, sun-kissed and lifting in a bubbling laugh. you should be kissed there. and often. a reminder that you are a joy to be around, and that your smiling face is a gift.

Love has various definitions, and to lump Mitsu.ri with just one association of the word, it would be a disservice to her character. Of course, it is up to interpretation how she may feel toward certain characters and defining that 'love' she has for them. Toward Tan.jiro, Nez.uko and Senjuro, she loves them as she would as she would if she had her own children/they were her own siblings. She is the definition of an ultimate big sister, and she is willing to protect those she holds near and dear. Yet, even to the same extent, she has a desire to protect humanity as she loves it as it is with all of its faults.  

To say she 'loves' everyone, she has care and fondness for everyone as humanity is important to her. It is easier for her to love/have affection toward another person, but she is protective of her heart rather than to openly offer it to be trampled over. She might be open about her thoughts and feelings; however, that is not the same as being initimate with her feelings. Openness means that she is also approachable and willing to be open to conversation, but that isn't the same as her being easy to spill out her entire heart without fear attached.