"I don't know!" ariella snapped. truly she hadn't known what would have happened - part of them hoped that klaus would move on, just irritated by the situation. "I never thought that far forward, they just wanted me to do it!" all she'd ever wanted was for her parents to love her for who she was, not just for the fact that she'd done what they wanted. "I just wanted to be loved for once, for them to think that I was something other than their spare daughter!" ariella had never voiced these thoughts to anyone, not even to marshall - not fully anyway - he knew how inadequate she felt in her family, how she was always fighting to be better and to be loved. but they were never quite good enough. "sometimes we can't help who we fall in love with," ariella sighed. she knew this situation isn't ideal, but they knew from experience that love isn't always planned and you can't ever predict when it will happen. "I know he's a real person, but he's still a monster, bri - the things he's done are horrible - he's killed so many people, most of the time for no reason," she didn't understand why brielle had fallen in love with klaus, but she wasn't going to question it any more. "I tried to tell them, I really did but you never had to earn their love, you don't understand how I feel!" she snapped. "you had their love unconditionally!" it seemed that their parents had always loved bri without any complications, but with her? she was their spare child - that was at least how it felt. "I never felt like I was good enough, nothing I ever did was ever good enough and it broke my heart that there was limitations to their love!" it wasn't an excuse, but ariella couldn't help but want to make them proud. "I thought that I'd finally have their approval, that I'd finally matter, but it all backfired," they didn't think it would end like this, but it had and it was all her fault. while their parents had pressured her into doing it, it had been ariella who had done the spell - one that they'd never done before, but it had been her fault. "I'm not as brave as you, you were always the one who rebelled, but I just wanted to be loved," she sighed. "he can know the truth all he wants, I don't care," she did care - but ariella was too proud to think of how this would affect her. ariella hesitated for a few moments, their head dipping slightly, a sigh leaving their lips. "I was protecting marshall," brielle would be the first person who would know this, other than them. she pulled the ring out from under her dress, hanging on the chain she'd put it on to keep it safe after everything. "I was protecting marshall, I love him and I didn't want them to find out and hurt him and I wanted to be with him more than anything," that was part of her reasoning - maybe if they did this, she'd be allowed to marry marshall without any questions. but if they weren't she was prepared to leave everything. "I just wanted to be the good daughter but it just got you killed," they sighed. "I should have said no, but I was scared and desperate for their approval," it would be something she'd always regret. "I wish I was brave like you were, that I would have been able to tell them to fuck off - but I couldn't, I'm not brave, I'm a coward," she had wanted to be the good daughter, but nothing had ever happened the way they'd hoped it would - things had gone so badly. but now hopefully that they were in the city and away from their parents, things could be different. or they at least hoped. "I truly am sorry, I never thought things would happen like this, but I was stupid to believe it would go any other way,"