literally criminal that we as a society are not all talking about new year’s day (podcast) 24/7 nonstop round the clock

twirling my hair thinking about my friend oliver ritz who definitely does not need to deal with his trauma but does need to make a dumb i-was-locked-in-a-basement joke every five seconds. giggling thinking about the way he goes out of his way to intentionally call people the wrong name because god forbid they find out he cares even a little bit. kicking my feet thinking about how he’s the guy who will stop picking up your calls the moment he thinks you might be “done” with him because. well. it’s just better if he’s the one who walks away first okay? trust him. oh my guy….. :)

anyway i wrote a little johncharles fic so here. in case anyone is alive in the tag. hi. hello

man i always forget memoria is immediately followed by time to kill. i dont really have a point in this i just think its really really awesome

daniel jacobi most dog coded guy of all time. he barks and growls and bites and bites and bites and all he wants is for someone to clip a leash around his collar and tell him what to do. he wants the leash to be tight. wants to feel someone pulling at it. just a little. because that’s gonna push him to be better. and he wants to be better. he wants to be good. god he wants to be good so so bad. he’s the most dog coded guy of all time and he trusts blindly and fully and stupidly. and occasionally. occasionally. he wants someone to rub his belly and tell him he’s doing a great job. wants them to give him a little treat in the form of more trust. more responsibility. more chances to prove that he’s worth something. he’s the most dog coded guy of all time but that also means that once the hand that feeds him turns cruel he will bite that hand clean off. chew on it like a bone. enjoy the way it cracks and shatters between his teeth. he’s the most dog coded guy of all time. they even had him microchipped