LAYSBEIN

Whoops, back at it again with the shit posting

Im going to take a very long break, and there won't be any posts from now until I'm done with the break. Please, feel free to unfollow for now. Also, I'm sorry if my previous posts might have made anyone think about a relapse. I am very upset, but I will never think of suicide or self-harm as a viable option to end suffering. And I hope you do the same.

I've been treated like an outcast by my own family over this, and it turns out it was for literally nothing. I've lost friends over this, over thin air and lies? Are you fucking kidding me? I'm so sick. I was almost thrown out of my own home, I've been treated like a freak in school and at my job, because of "nothing"? I tossed away countless opportunities for some bullshit? God..

I've never felt so disgusted and used in my entire life. I feel like I need to vomit. Or just disappear.