MoonBae

Not because I confessed which I didn't do but

Because you found me looking at you many times

It's when I'm thinking hard and ended up staring at you.

I don't care now. I'm not looking away.

'Cause right now,

but know that I am still trying.

Love isn't for me. I suck at it.

𝐾𝑢𝑛𝑔 𝑘𝑎𝑖𝑙𝑎𝑛 𝑝𝑎 𝑎𝑘𝑜 𝑢𝑚𝑖𝑖𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑖𝑛, ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑢ℎ𝑢𝑙𝑖 𝑚𝑜 𝑛𝑎𝑚𝑎𝑛.

𝐴𝑛𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑝𝑎𝑔𝑙𝑎𝑙𝑎𝑔𝑦𝑎𝑛 𝑘𝑜 𝑠𝑎 𝑚𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑜 𝑚𝑜?

Just a crush coz I know he's out of my league. 😣

And I don't wanna fall in love out of my dreamy thoughts of "what ifs" with him, so as much as possible I should not fall for that trap. Coz I know I'm that type of person who easily falls in love. And as the song goes “... i don't wanna fall in love alone”— yeah i wanna live by that lyrics.

But my mind goes haywire and calls him “Hey cutie! ”, screaming in my head whenever i see him in the lobby and hallways or in the office. Haha.

But yesterday was different. He freaking looked me in the eyes! And I know that he's the shy type of a guy! And a very kind one too. Ugh. I just smiled at the thought of looking at each other's eyes for only seconds but I didn't think much of it when i got home coz i have to control this feelings lol.

And today. Yeah. Fate really is a teaser! I got early to the office and guess what, I just know and got the feeling that he's somewhere near... and yeah. He's right there next to me to log into the biometrics machine. And written our names right next to each other! 😆 Yeah and I hurriedly went to open my department's office and smiling like a goon at the coincidence lol. But I didn't expect what came next. He came by my office and gave some documents, and the silly me. .. my heart skyrocketed lol. All i did was say thank you.... i got blanked on what to address him hahaha and only said 'sir' as he walked away 😆

And wtf. He looked away from me when he gave me the documents and couldn't look me in the eyes... Silly man am I that ugly lol. 😂

Oh gosh! This is all a mystery to me and at the same time funny! I don't even know what to do at moments like this haha. Well anyway... I wanna find out where this goes... 😆