RinzLa

A drag path but its me opening up my dead best friend's messages only to find they are no longer saved for some reason and now even the echo of her life is fading.

If your partner has any sort of disability/mental disorder then please for the love of fuck READ. UP. ON. IT. YOURSELF. I am tired of being asked 10001 questions and only being listened to half the time. Maybe im sensitive but when I tell you that yes I do this specific thing but I push myself through it around you, turning around and telling me "you dont have it then" is not going to make me jump for joy. Masking is something ive talked about so fucking much. I literally told you im starting to behave how I actually would when alone around you but now those walls have gone straight back up again. Is it so difficult to do your own research. Yes ask me questions to get my own personal experience on it but jesus christ why do I need to sit you down and make you listen. If youre not bothered say it.

Can someBODY please make a goddamn edit of project hail mary with Amazing Grace as the song. I have a vision but suck at editing someone take my vision and make it flourish

The slight pride i feel when I finally realise how to listen to my body when its screaming its limits to me versus the guilt I feel for listening to said body and taking appropriate action. I feel like they'll hunt me for sport any day now.

Everyday the thought of getting a cane as a mobility aid speaks to me like the green goblin mask and everyday I fight it with the vengeance of a thousand suns because I fear im giving in to one of the MANY things wrong with me.