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Hello From The Past

Going back to the start. Talking to plants. Finding a home again.

You can be anything that you want to be.

A music video made with a lot of heart with me and my peers. Check it out!

As I tried to make sense of what has/had happened.

What does my name mean?  WOMAN OF ROME?  But I really don’t know the meaning of that.  I really want to find that out.  I don’t want to be overwhelmed.  I want to have a sound mind.  I want to have a good body, and I want to eat a healthy diet. I have so much energy. And I want to use that wisely. Actually to be really honest my mind has too much energy when it has to worry.  Otherwise,…

I Feel Like I Am Flying

I feel like I am loosing, Like I am high. Like I am about to jump from a cliff but the rope will hold me. I want to touch everything, all the soft and jittery things and the glittery things. Like I am space but earth is still holding me. I am breathing with a help of a mask, but the air is fresh. The birds are chirping, they are calling their mate and they are happy. I am walking again,…

I want to leave the past as the past, and remain in the present. It is 04:06 in the morning, I had my sip of coffee, to stay awake. I am in the present for the moment. It’s not that hard as the mind makes it out to be. As I spiral down, I can use the same spiral and climb up. I think about these terms a lot – the past, present and the future. Aren’t they like blocks of stairs in a…

a fragile piece of a thing pt.1

किसी ने कहा मुझे हिंदी नहीं आती  किसी ने कहा में हकलाती हुँ,  कोई बुला था में पागल हुँ। मतलब चार लोगों ने दुनिया का हर नाम मुझे बुला लिया था, पर कोई जानता नहीं में कौन हुँ,  सिवाय उस लोगों के जो सच में जानते है मुझे, और मेरे बारे में कुछ बोलते भी नहीं,  जिनको में भी थोड़ा जानती हुँ।  यह कविता उन लोगों के नाम पर,  आप लोग हो तो में हुँ। 

There is no money her, no job. The day’s work gets completed by doing asanas. There is no past and no future, a stillness with movement. There is no food her either, you get your energy from the sun just like plants. And occasionally yo drink water when you feel dehydrated. There are no cameras as well, but a scroll and a lead to jot things down. Here you mate often, but gently. There are…

Some dis-jointed thoughts & reflections.

There is no barter in life. life simply is.  There is no give and take  The system is broken  Because the system doesn’t exist  Sometimes for good and sometimes for bad  It is random The reason is unknown.  The things that happened or which happen just happen. But how do we make sense?  How to comprehend it all? “I don’t know” “So, take a guess.” Maybe, Everything is because time was…

What Colour was your day?

Was your day filled with the warmth of yellowness. When you stretched yourself in the presence of the Sun. Was it a shade of blue with a hint of green that became your moustache from your karela drink? Was it all red, filled with anger and love for someone?  Or was it dark brown, because you had your favourite chocolate ice cream.  Maybe it was pink, while your cheeks blushed when someone…

The Corona affected House

A drawer filled with different kinds of medicines.A washing machine which is spinning continuously since morning.Dishes that are dispatched to be washed after the interval of every three to four hours.Crying in the bathroom due to frustration and tiredness.One prohibited bedroom.The always messy kitchen.The mind and the body wanting to remain numb due to explosion of negative feelings.Constantly…

अगर में गिर गयी तो क्या तुम मुझे उठाओगे

सच में? या फिर एक साल के बाद पलट कर ऋतु बदल दोगे अपनी।

नाम मत बदलना मेरा! उसका एक भी अक्षर नहीं, एक भी लिस्प नहीं।

अगर बदल तो में बदल जाऊँगी।