everlasting love.

Michael: what colour should k dye my hair???

Michael: I'm out of ideas

I promise everything will be fine like we talked before, key? I wish I could be there with you all right now. But my heart and my prayers are with your mom and your family.

But shopping for baby or children stuff is actually super fun. But you’re right, there are too much pink stuffs, you can look at other stores as well, though. Do you want me to look for him?

I’m so sorry about that, I haven’t really been feeling well either but that's another story. I will definitely want to bring you some tea and hugs. Need anything else?

Lauren let out a laugh as the younger one pronounced banana wrong again. She found it way too cute. ‘‘Ava you’re so cute!’’ she put her back down on the floor as they were in the kitchen. 

I would love to help you out. Especially with the clothes because they’re just too adorable.

Lauren look up as the younger one spoke. ‘‘Second chance? What fucking second chance? My baby is gone and you think this one will make it all better? Of course I’m happy with my baby but the one before this also had a tiny heart which won’t ever fucking beat again ---- I can’t believe that you just said that.’’

I know but he’s just little, it’s normal for him to miss you. It’s the first time you’ve been so long away from him and so have I. Remember when I took Eliza everywhere when Zayn wasn’t in the picture? Not only it was difficult for me or us but for her as well, she was always so tired at the end of the day. Yeah I don’t know but he just gets scared, it’s kinda funny though. But really -- he’s romantic as fuck, if only Zayn was like that. I totally forgot about Liam’s birthday, do you have any surprise ideas in mind?

Don’t change yourself only because I said I liked it, though. I will feel bad. 

Yeah I know that’s what everyone keeps telling me

Do you know where to start, though? When I was about to start getting things ready for the baby for the very first time, I didn’t knew so. I would love to help you out, if you need help. 

Ava smiled. “I do wuv me some bweakfast, can i have a Bonana and some weetabix cereal.” she hugged her one more time before she got off the bed and went downstairs.

Lauren giggled as the younger one couldn’t pronounce banana properly. ‘‘Sure you can have some bonana, little one,’’ Lauren smiled and gave her another kiss on her forehead as she hugged her for a last time before she got out the bed. She picked her gently up as they walked downstairs.