It has been 6 days. In the mornings, Iβm really sad. Itβs annoying cause I have so much to worry about but I canβt stop thinking about this. Iβm thinking about a person who probably hasnβt thought about me since our last exchange of words. Heβs happy andΒ life for him is exactly the same while Iβm over here sad, depressed and heart broken. I need to snap out of it but I canβt. My problem is when I like someone, I like them too much. Maybe whatβs making me sad is knowing that all the hope I had is now gone. I day dreamed about long talks and just getting to know who this person was. Wondering if thereβs a chance the person might be the one meant for me. I was telling myself that maybe thatβs why I had such a hard time meeting someone. It was because the person meant for me was really far away. See thatβs the problem with being a girl. We canβt take things for what they are. We start thinking about a future with a guy we don't even know. He was just being a friendly person and I was over here planning our wedding. Hahahaha. The last sentence made me laugh. Iβm probably being so ridiculous. I thought this whole crush thing was for teenagers but I guess I was wrong. Letβs see how Iβm feeling tomorrow. Until next time! (Nobody even reads my tumblr).
s-u-f-j-a-n-s-t-e-v-e-n-s
titsay
amandla
