It has been 6 days. In the mornings, Iโm really sad. Itโs annoying cause I have so much to worry about but I canโt stop thinking about this. Iโm thinking about a person who probably hasnโt thought about me since our last exchange of words. Heโs happy andย life for him is exactly the same while Iโm over here sad, depressed and heart broken. I need to snap out of it but I canโt. My problem is when I like someone, I like them too much. Maybe whatโs making me sad is knowing that all the hope I had is now gone. I day dreamed about long talks and just getting to know who this person was. Wondering if thereโs a chance the person might be the one meant for me. I was telling myself that maybe thatโs why I had such a hard time meeting someone. It was because the person meant for me was really far away. See thatโs the problem with being a girl. We canโt take things for what they are. We start thinking about a future with a guy we don't even know. He was just being a friendly person and I was over here planning our wedding. Hahahaha. The last sentence made me laugh. Iโm probably being so ridiculous. I thought this whole crush thing was for teenagers but I guess I was wrong. Letโs see how Iโm feeling tomorrow. Until next time! (Nobody even reads my tumblr).
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