❦ Laura ❦ \Blog\

I miss you Thai. You probably were the best animal friend that I could have and I’m sorry I had to give you away. I’m glad you’re with a person who gives you love and treats all day.

Your fists were angry waves upon my face getting slapped with the bitterness you claim is love

Your eyes are a scary place that I don’t want to look at

You stand in front of me to yell and prove a point but instead you open the first wound to me wanting to hurt myself

The thoughts come in like a lightning storm and it hits there and now but it continues just like what you do

My life was never meant to be this, I gave you what’s left and now all you have to do is complain and slam every little thing I have to the ground.

Weather it’s pride, the way I talk, how I look, the way I eat my food , even when I hurt myself you look at me in despair and hatred and rush away.