From the first time I ever met you, I was hooked

I don't know what's worse, knowing you will never feel the same or watching you one day happily with someone else

𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕣𝕦𝕟 𝕦𝕡 𝕥𝕠 𝕪𝕠𝕦, 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕓𝕦𝕣𝕪 𝕞𝕪 𝕗𝕒𝕔𝕖 𝕚𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕔𝕙𝕖𝕤𝕥 𝕒𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕙𝕠𝕝𝕕 𝕞𝕖 𝕔𝕝𝕠𝕤𝕖

ɪᴛ'ꜱ ᴀʟᴍᴏꜱᴛ ᴀɴ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ɴɪɢʜᴛ ᴛʜɪɴɢ. ɪ ʟᴀʏ ᴀᴡᴀᴋᴇ ᴀᴛ ɴɪɢʜᴛ, ᴡɪꜱʜɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴇʀᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ʙᴇꜱɪᴅᴇ ᴍᴇ. ʜᴏʟᴅɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ ᴄʟᴏꜱᴇ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴀʀᴍꜱ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴅɪꜱᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀ.

I wish i could wake up right next to you...

:On these cold days like this, I just wish I could climb into your lap so you hold me close..."

Why do I keep imaginating you cupping my face while you slowly lean down to kiss me. Omfg why...

Honestly,

So I think I'm finally figuring out what I've been confused about for years...

But you still stop and stare, don't you?

"After all this time that I could had talked to you but I didn't (never did and never will). You are with someone now. It kinda hurts but I know I have no reason to be upset when I was too chicken to even to say hi. So I'm going to be happy for you instead and move on."

"I can't seem to get you off my mind lately"

"Still wishing You were mine..."

I'm just laying here. Laying here hoping maybe one day you'll be here right next to me

"Why aren't you here to here to hold me in your arms while I cry?"