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Claire certainly did try. She flirted heavily with a guy who forgot her name. She continued the pursuit after he gave her the wrong number. She slept in his barren apartment, drove him to drop off mail, coached him through a millennial frat party, listened to his war stories, helped develop a menu, stayed during his panic attacks, and had trauma sharing make-out sessions. She confessed her years-long crush and love for him on voice-mail, which he could save forever.

Then she heard him say that "it" was a waste of time. She walked away and never texted, called, or tapped a stupid Fak to interfere again. Even when they showed up to her job, she didn't get sucked in. Why? Probably for a similar reason that Carmy hasn't reached out to her. It was the idea of him, not the person that she was invested in. Also, she has self-respect and finally put the ball in his court.

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