Last Day Of The Boy

She hippie-flippin' a bean, She wanna fuck with the team, She fell in love with the cream, She fell in love with the scene, Her man quiet, not a peep, Broke his heart, PTSD Hold his chest, let it breathe.

Gotta talk about my dark days so you can see my light, Get distracted lookin' at the ice, send the European on flights, Try flyin' in my rifle, all the foreigns came with a title, Some shit a nigga would've killed for, same things don't excite us.

This problem again Look what it started I lay in your bed That's how it started A little bit more of this mystery I will make you wish that you had never come to me

And now I cannot trust you And I'm forced to let you go That's what spreading thin on us do Hate to see you lose control Now I must spend all my time Thinking of all your lies and cover ups You're switching up on everyone who loves you

I close my eyes and trust your plan Won't let no one force my hand You've paid the cost for true romance And you want my love again I thought I seen it all before And now I've seen so much more And finally, some doors will close But here's to open windows and

You know very well What you are You’re my sugar thing My chocolate star I’ve had a few But not that many But you’re the only love That gives me good and plenty

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful And it kills him inside To know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Every time I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be a murderer

I can't lose when I'm with you How can I snooze and miss the moment? You just too important Nobody do body like you do I can't lose when I'm with you I can't just snooze and miss the moment You just too important Nobody do body like you do, you do

No one ever saw me cry Until I left the party the other night Do you remember all the things that you said to me? That came out of his mouth automatically But I'm so used to saying "I'm fine" And then something that you did to hurt me worse, it comes to me Despite , One day I just wanna hear you say "I like you"

I almost fell in love, but I couldn't tell you I couldn't tell you I-I couldn't tell you I was giving up, but I couldn't tell you Would you bury me? Can't you bury me? I almost fell in love, but I couldn't tell you

Fuck my baby mama She a dusty ass bitch, bitch be broke all summer That bitch be broke all summer Dirty bitch be tryna take what a nigga work for, I done been through some shit, man, that shit don't hurt, ho In the back of the Maybach, so I keep the curtains low, I ain't got shit for you, dirty bitch, I'm broke, ho Tryna get revenge by suckin' dick, bitch, your cutthroat

All of my friends are dead, leave 'em in the cold, put 'em in the tundra I go Ray Charles, I cannot see her, I make her fumble

Rocky, why they wanna be like you? Metro, why they wanna be like you? Hello, why they wanna be like you? Magazine like you, GQ, yeah, I'm G like Q, Shittin' on 'em, smell like P like U, Switch it on 'em, we about to make a move

Ready or not, here I come, you can't hide Gonna find you and take it slowly Ready or not, here I come, you can't hide Gonna find you and make you want me

I don't trust these niggas, they be tellin' on me I don't trust these bitches, they be plottin' on me Everybody ain't real, you gotta watch, homie Niggas say they real, but they actin' funny These niggas changed and got jealous on me

I turn the news on when I smell death in the air I prove you wrong, I made it out of here I don't belong, I see my past everywhere Don't stand too close to me, eternal PTSD I got a war zone on inside of my head I made it on my own, they said I'd be in jail or dead I've seen my brothers fall over and over again Don't stand too close to me, I got PTSD

I don't pop out, but it's each to they own My bitch, she hate when I be on my phone Think she forgot, I got me on my phone Not safe for me to forget that I'm known Argue 'bout bullshit, know that you grown Don't know the only reason I condone it