Loony Laoona

not sure if this angle is different haha, but here it is!

I fully believe that when Tav { Reader } dies of old age, Astarion would slip into a depressed state hiding in the shadow for a few years always visiting your grave at night, taking to you until it becomes to much and he sits by your grave waiting for the sun to rise.

And when the light finally hits him he is smiling again because he knows he’ll be by your side one more time.

< Skills include: shit code, drawing cute girls and hugging robots >

I have a cat and her name is nova (supernova long form cuz she is a superhero who saves the universe >:D ) I have blue eyes, pink hair that I dye frequently but its naturally dark brownnnn. I thrive in chaos and am pretty hyper most of the time. But I'm also really scatterbrained. That, and my various mental health issues like depression and BPD but I don't let it stop me from being happy and cool :)

I used to struggle a lot with mental health but have found a nice balance in life and think positively and optimistically a lot of the time.

In my spare time I like to make sci-fi comics, watch sailor moon (and I've been obsessed with Bee and Puppycat) and be a silly little guy.

This week I built an Arduino game thing for school in a week!! And I bought star lights from Amazon to hang in my dorm room (secretly for blanket forts)

I dont know what else to add here, so I hope this is enough ahh

fank uuuu

hiii, sorry for the long wait!!! and thanks for being patient! i hope you like your matchup!!!

i´d match you with Saeyoung!

Saeyoung would love that you have a love for computers and robots in common and would def. try his best to help you and give tips. those convos would probably often get derailed into how to get away with cyber crime, but ya know, its the thought that counts. also im sorry to everyone but that man is a genius and does not understand how other people learn. he has the patience and would try and gently help you, but he would absolutely suck at explaining anything.

would love to build robots of your game characters once you get to develop games (you might already be doing that, idk much about it and its been awhile since you sent in this ask :)). and would def build robots of your characters in your comics!!

(is supernova named after the book series btw?) would love to help you dye your hair and be part of the process of choosing colours. would help both you and saeran dye your hair haha.

its a good thing you thrive in chaos because that man has been without guidance since like age 14 and has no structure in his life, no proper sleep schedule or good eating habits either. obv. youre not gonna be his mother, youre just going to have to figure out something that works for both of you together!!

Saeran would be diagnosed with some stuff after getting out of mint eye too, and having you around, whos been through the system and sorta knows how it works would be a big reassurance. youd be able to support Saeyoung so well and he you, when you over extend yourself.

your optimism would be such a bright thing for Saeyoung. Saeyoung also tries his best to be optimistic and he also knows how sometimes youre being too optimistic to hide that youre struggling. Hed be able to recognize when your smile is a bit strained and reassure you that its okay to not always be happy and optimistic. no one is , and he and your friends wont tire of you for reaching out for help.

sci-fi is probably Saeyoungs favourite genre! hed never tire of you talking about the universe youve created and the stories within that universe. Bee and puppycat would be right up his alley haha.

knowing saeyoung the moment he discovers your love for blanket forts hed probably build one wayy too big for you to cuddle up together in.

There is something sweet about Saeyoung sitting on the counter while you're washing your face for the evening before bed. He's listening to you talk about your day, but his attention is solely on your smile and the way your eyes shine. Sometimes he misses what you're saying because he's just so caught up in studying your features. He loves that he has someone in this life who means this much to him. He can't imagine going anywhere without the possibility of following you around like a puppy. He will help and pitch in when it's chores, but God, he looks like a lovesick kitten no matter where he goes.

He'll want you to have the best birthday ever! That means he's going to take you out for the day to try a million different activities! Do you want to go to the arcade? Do you want to get a meal for the family? Do you want the biggest ice cream cake known to man? Do you want to go for a ride in his car and see where the wind takes you?

Oh, you're absolutely done for when he figures that out. Saeyoung is comfortable in his sense of self. It is easy to navigate different forms of aesthetics. It just so happens that one of the good things that came out of going into the agency turned out to be his discovery of gender fluidity. There is a sparkle in his eyes when he realizes that he enjoys the person looking back at him in his mirror no matter what clothes, makeup, or wigs he's wearing.

There is no way to put that feeling into words. It's just euphoric. So, it's normal for him to dress up on a Tuesday whenever he gets the urge. But, if you so much as let it slip that you enjoy seeing that look on his face, he's going to make a point to figure out what makes you giddy. That means he's going to explore different styles until he finds the one that makes you warm in the face. There's no limit to the expression one can make with their clothing, and he is more than happy to try all of them until he finds one that sticks.

Sometimes I worry that I'll never be able to love anyone as much as I love Seven. I know he's a character but my love for him is so real and strong. I've been in relationships before, but I feel like my partners always liked me more than I liked them....

I don't know if that means I'm demi or if I'm just too in love with a character. I mean, I had crushes before I played Mystic Messenger. But it worries me, like I'll never be able to get married or anything because I won't love anyone enough compared to him. He's my angel....

I hope you have a good day.

Your heart recognizes love as love. It doesn't make the distinction between fiction or reality. Any love that you possess for a character is just the same as a love that you possess for a real person. So, it isn't a silly notion to feel like the love you feel is powerful and palpable. That's something that I feel as though many people discount or don't really think that hard about it. Even though our minds can rationalize and make distinction, our hearts cannot. The heart and the mind are united, yes, but in many ways they are disconnected. So, in that regard, don't feel insecure about that.

As far as your feelings go in other cases, that isn't something that anybody can answer for you. When it comes to your sexuality or gender identity, you are the only person that can navigate and figure out what feels right for you. I know that is frustrating. I get it. Sometimes you can't help but pray that the word for what you feel would just hit you in the face so you wouldn't have to struggle to find it. But, the right word will find its wayto your heart once you've had more time to think about what feels right for you. You don't have to know what you feel today or even tomorrow. Give yourself time and patience to figure it out. There's no rush to slap on a label. You need to think about and meditate on what feels right for you. It can take a while to figure that out.

HELLO I NEED TO DO THIS??

I have to replay every route now that I have Saeyoung's calling card (courtesy of the RFA box). Call him every possible moment.