truly nothing i despise more than fathers day. i already hate writing cards and buying gifts because nobody in my life ever actually expresses things they would like as a gift and im just really bad at writing cards and on top of that or whatever i have a weird relationship with my dad and its awkward idk so it feels Weird and then i also hate giving gifts to people it just feels so awkward watching them open it and say the scripted polite "wow i love it thank you" and just like ok. but wait it gets worse. my mom gets upset when i font say happy fathers day to her boyfriend like omfg hes not my dad. like sure ill sign a card and get a gift if my stepsiblings and my sister are doing it but like its another thing entirely to actually say it to someone. and then my mom says "oh he feels upset about it and he feels like hes just paying for stuff you with nothing in return" omfggggggg a) i never asked him to do that b) Hes a grown fucking man?? with a rather large disposable income?? why is his happiness dependent on me doing that. im not his kid why is he even upset about it. i dont even fucking like him either and he clearly doesnt even really like me all that much. i fucking hate it all. jts fhe worst. why do men even need another day for everyone to stroke their egos too i fucking hate it. why not jist a general parents day make it gender inclusive. everyone go fuck off and die i hate my stupid chud life
