Happiness is state of being not a destination.
I stopped chasing happiness like it was the something tangible. As if I could encompass it all into one brightly wrapped package. I was never going to win that race so I stopped running. It wasn’t that I didn’t crave it anymore…but that I knew that it wasn’t one singular thing to grasp. Like a dream you wake up from and try to remember but the harder you try the more you forget. I was smothering my chances of being happy by forcing it to be so. I started to live and not worry where it would lead. To be in the moment and just enjoy life with all its twists and turns.
and still I wonder, is there an outcome where I feel satisfied?












