Laise's Lazy Land of Alliteration

*Some screenshots may be out of order, but I don’t use tumblr often enough to know the uploads well. Please forgive me if some of this needs to be pieced together!*

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This could have been sorted out peacefully, but since you blocked me on what looks like everything, I’ll have to do this here.

I’m honestly a bit glad you’re leaving my species and me alone. I’m gonna be brutally honest here; Coming to me and saying I “run away from my problems’ is true, and I can honestly respect that. I’m still young and I guarantee I do some of the shit you do, or at least have in the past. Every single mistake is a learning experience. But saying I "borderline scammed” you is a huge leap because this whole time, you kept saying that you were just fine with all the kingatoo customs being traded for your cinnadogs. The only trade we had that was truly up in the air was Killamanjaro, which I returned to you. I didn’t have to return the cinnadog to be honest. I was deadset on giving you whatever you wanted to get to keep her, but I still returned it. I even talked to the cinnadog mods about you trying to take her back, and they told me i could have just given you the kingatoo custom and been on my way. But no, I gave her back to you. I did my damn best to be a good friend, but I always felt like all you did was corner me, insult me, and then have THE AUDACTIY to tell me “I can take on snakatoos while you’re away.” - which now I see I was right to not trust you with. You always said I was a good species mod, but when I suddenly piss off your girlfriend, I’m the worst person alive. You make duplicate designs all the fucking time, so calling me out for it is hipocrisy at its finest.

You can’t say I tried to run away from my customs when even cinnabutt herself noted you and confronted you about you avoiding customs after leaving the cinnamods- which you quickly got defensive over. You can’t sit there and call me out for taking on more work when you owed me and other people art and kept trying to take on more commissions for your “broken tablet” or whatever. You started a ton of drama in snakatoos. You took sides, made all my other mods leave because they weren’t comfortable being around you, and even went as far as to constantly try and 1-UP people and go against Jasper by owning the rarest ‘Toos out there. It was horrifying to have to watch people in my species fight over drawings of animals. And then a few days ago, you and your girlfriend come at me and pretty much downright attack me over more drawings of animals. You’re how old? Over 20? And you felt it was ok to attack, stress, and make a 15 year old cry over some animals on the internet? You have no idea how low and petty that is of you. Yeah, I’m young and I have a lot to learn, but you took all of this way too far.

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You can’t say you didn’t know your girlfriend sent me spiteful notes because you yourself know that she sent me a note about the “similar” designs;

Which yeah, I’ll include the note she sent me as well.

Which I find very hard to believe you had no idea these were sent because you always seemed as though you didn’t care how guilt-trippy you seemed.

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You were very pushy with getting the cinnadog back, even though I was very nice to you about it and was willing to do anything to keep her, even though you gave me an anxiety attack and made me cry

(sidenote; you have no idea how selfish and guilt trippy this sounded. Asking me to just take over my species right after / before you attack me? That’s a super low blow. Saying that you “love them” before downright attacking me and then leaving it is something to be ashamed of.)

but hey, you got her back in the end, didn’t you?

You’re always willing to play victim and even go as far as to accuse me of avoiding customs and taking more- yet you avoided cinnadog customs after leaving the species and came to be upset and saying you were being treated unfairly.

Can we get a closeup on that?

Bet your ass we can.

But I shouldn’t so surprised. For a while even before all this bullshit went down, you always were really pushy and guilt-trippy about things not going your way- as seen with the Quorian drama.

You really could have handled this better. Yeah you apologized, but right after pushing me into a corner with a guilt trip.

You say I tried to take more commissions when I owe art like you don’t do it as well. I lack the screenshots of you putting up commission journals after accepting my characters-for-art trade since I can only assume you removed them as damage control so you don’t seem hypocritical, but I do have the screenshots of you accepting the trade and the never giving me any art while posting journals trying to sell commissions to fix your broken tablet.

And since all this drama has gone down, you’ve since removed me from your to-do list and not even told me that you wanted to cancel the trade.

You can’t sit there and have the audacity to accuse me of making designs that all look the same when you yourself do the exact same thing with every design you make. Luffy got upset because these three Snakatoos looked too similar for her taste;

But hey, I guess all blue and white designs with generic markings look the same, huh? You seem to enjoy ripping designs yourself, so huh.. how about that?

And hell, I came across some more you blatantly ripped and then give to other people. Everyone and their grandmother can go into toyhouse and search “Cityofthelamb” “l0wlife” “funnhouse” or any of your other millions of usernames and find more ripped designs. But you know, of course your girlfriend won’t call you out on it. She’s your girlfriend- it’s pretty much her job to be supportive of your shitty behavior, regardless of what you do.

Another bit I want to address is “running away from my problems”. Yeah, I admit, I do run away from my problems, but not as bad as you do. It seems like every time you get called out for something or some shit hits the fan, you run off to another account. After cinnabutt called you out, you ran and hit on another account for about a week. After all that past cinnadog drama, you ran off again. And don’t get me started on when I was a masterlist mod for tambi dragons. You outright disappeared. You moved to l0wlife  to avoid whatever drama you were in the middle of and didn’t even tell me- and I don’t think any of the other mods knew either (granted, I could be very wrong on that.) but I was never informed. I wouldn’t be surprised at all if you ran off to another account after this callout surfaces.

No matter what you do and no matter how you try to play a victim card, you’ll never change and I can tell that from how many shitty encounters I’ve had with you. You need to realize that other people around you ARE NOT computers and have feelings too. They have lives outside the internet, which now I can easily say you don’t because you’re always drawing something, starting some drama, and from the amount of personal things you’ve told me, the only thing I’m 100% certain you really deal with is visits to the doctors office for your illness and your mothers past medical problem. Last I knew, you’re 21? Yeah, I know you can’t get a job and you don’t have a car and all that other jazz, but you’d think you could spend a little more time not bullying and making people feel like garbage. Just because you have all these nice things and all these friends, doesn’t mean you can freely be an asshat to other people.

All I ever did was try to be a nice friend, but all you ever did was use me for things- and I can see that now. You would always come to me and bribe me for kings and “Snakatoo Gods” because you wanted to have the most special and unique Snakatoos- yet whenever someone else got one that was rarer and cooler, you’d come to me and bitch about it and bribe me for a cooler one. CLOSED SPECIES AND RARITY SHOULD NEVER BE A COMPETITION!

You say I scammed people for not doing their commissions when your girlfriend fought your battles for you and literally scammed me out of a refrence sheet commission because I wouldn’t return a cinnadog we had a fair trade for. I’ve said it once, I’ll say it again: You can’t say I scammed out of other cinnadogs because, the whole time, you said you were okay with the happy with the results. But now that you don’t like me, ooooh boo hoo all the trades were unfair and you were scammed. You’re hella fucking 2-faced.

THINGS TO NOTE: I am 15, going on 16 in January of 2018. I am a High School Sophomore trying to survive and get good grades in school so I can go to college and do something with my life. My grades are shitty, hence why I’m always stressed because I have to raise them and balance online shit with them. You sat around and literally cornered me about it- when you don’t have school anymore. You’ve graduated. You’re not currently fighting the battles I’m fighting. I am young, I am learning. Get that through your head.

You scared away my other Snakatoo mods because they didn’t do things the way you wanted. You go on to call them lazy, even. One of them even came to me and told me that after you chewed them out for not uploading Snakatoos to the masterlist correctly, they didn’t want to be in the species anymore. The whole time you were on the staff, you praised me for being a good, fair, and balance species owner, but again, when you don’t like me I’m suddenly the fucking devil. I’m not surprised at all that this same shit happened with cinnadogs because you’re so intimidating to people, it makes them not like you by default.

Before I became your “friend”, I always saw all the drama and shit that was going on. I always saw the accusations on the CS drama blog, I saw it all. I knew people hated you. But you know what? I believed they were wrong about you and, after talking to you for the few months I knew you, you seemed like a cool, ok person. But now I see that all those people were completely correct about you. You’re selfish, rude, toxic, hypocritical, and you shouldn’t be allowed on any species admin team because you’ll send them spiraling down the drain just like you did Cinnadogs and Snakatoos. You sit there and say you did all the work, but that’s honestly because you have too much free time to waste doing nothing with your life. You can’t sit there and use your autism as an excuse for your behavior either. I don’t care what you have- you’re still a person to me and you still chose to do what you did. You chose to say what you said. Your autism doesn’t choose those things, you do.