Victoria “Vicky” Kufner was a Berliner in the truest sense of the word. Not the glamorous kind people imagined when they thought of rooftop bars and art galleries, but the version shaped by cracked concrete, broken elevators, and cigarette smoke trapped in dimly lit hallways. She grew up in a neglected Plattenbau on the edge of the city, in the sort of neighborhood where children learned very quickly that nobody was coming to save them. Life there was simple: eat or be eaten. Vicky adapted early. By the time she was a teenager, she already carried herself with the kind of sharpness that kept most people at a distance.
School never meant much to her. While teachers talked about careers and ambition, Vicky spent most of her time drifting through Berlin with her friends from the punk scene. She preferred sticky club floors, cheap beer by the Spree, and endless nights at Supamolly over classrooms and homework. There was always music somewhere, always somebody awake, always another place to disappear into for a few hours.
As much as she loved punk shows and the raw energy that came with them, Vicky also had a soft spot for techno. Berlin’s underground clubs suited her in a way few other places ever had. In the dark, surrounded by bass so loud it drowned out every thought in her head, she could almost forget herself for a while.
She met Lolita at Tresor. At first, they couldn’t stand each other. To Vicky, Lolita looked like another spoiled girl from the provinces trying on Berlin like a costume. Too polished, too dramatic, too eager to belong. Vicky dismissed her almost immediately. Still, they kept running into each other.
One night turned into several. There were drugs involved, naturally, and long conversations neither of them would fully remember afterward. Eventually, sometime in the early hours of the morning, they ended up back in Vicky’s tiny WG room. What started as drunken talking somehow lasted until sunrise. Lolita stayed for a few days after that, sleeping in Vicky’s bed while the two of them spent most of their time smoking, drinking, arguing, laughing, and talking about things neither usually admitted to anyone.
Their relationship was never stable. Vicky’s Borderline disorder mixed with Lolita’s in ways that could become unbearable within days. They fought constantly, disappeared on each other, then came back together as if nothing had happened. Usually Lolita only ended up sleeping at Vicky’s place when she had nowhere else left to go, but somehow the connection between them never fully broke apart.
Despite everything, they spent an enormous amount of time together. They went out drinking, disappeared into clubs for entire weekends, wandered through Berlin at impossible hours of the night, and kept finding their way back to each other no matter how often things exploded between them.
For Lolita, Vicky became something unexpectedly important. Beneath the roughness, the aggression, and the self-destructive tendencies, Vicky was one of the few people who genuinely cared about her without wanting something in return. She showed Lolita that there were still people capable of seeing her as more than just a body or a temporary distraction. Even if neither of them would ever say it out loud, that mattered more than either cared to admit.