pretty pony princesses
secretforestladyâ:
Deirdre sets her hands on her daughterâs shoulders and smiles encouragingly as she approaches the horse. She had hoped that Julia would gain some confidence as she got closer to Celice and saw how sweet he is but the way her hand shakes as she holds the apple breaks her motherâs heart. Perhaps this had been the wrong activity to share together.
âJulia, I hate to see you so uncomfortable.â Her mother softly strokes her hand through her hair and hums a soothing tune. Truly it does not matter what the two end up doing, Deirdre simply wishes to be in the presence of her beloved daughter.  âWe do not need to do this. I could braid ribbons through your own hair instead. Would you like that, my darling?â
Deirdre, of course, understands the implications of the bizarre and complex nature of her relationship here with Julia but it still saddens her to know that there are things like this fear of horses that she doesnât know about her own daughter. Julia may be from her future, but she means the absolute world to Deirdre.
Her heart sinks at her motherâs words, slowly lowering her hand (much to Celiceâs dismay) and staring at the ground below her as if it would open up and swallow her whole any moment now. âNo-- Iâm...Iâm alright, I promise...I want to do this-- with you.â She does her best to steady her voice, attempting to hand the horse the apple once again.
Celice leans down and takes a final bite, eating the apple core and all-- and she manages to do so without flinching. â...I would like that-- but I...Iâd like to do this with you first.â The hand in her hair does manage to calm her nerves, leaning into her motherâs touch. âYou were kind enough to invite me to spend time with you-- and itâs...not like you...knew.â
Thatâs right-- it was hard to remember at times, but this wasnât her mother-- at least not the one who raised her. She did not know everything about Julia...but that didnât mean she couldnât learn more about her future daughter. âGood boy...â Her now empty hand goes to pet the horseâs mane, smiling hesitantly. â...Perhaps he isnât so scary...â















