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Ice Upon a Pier (April 11, 2023)
A novella that's a retelling of the life and crimes of Richard Kuklinski. A lesbian contract killer indulges in an interview about the ways she's used ice magic to freeze time and get away with literal murder.
The Fealty of Monsters Volume 1 (March 12, 2024)
Art by @t-hornapple. A gothic horror political fantasy retelling of the Russian Revolution with queers and vampires. Sasza Czarnolaski serves a human court, but no one knows he's a vampire. Sasza quickly learns that he will do anything to preserve peace in the Empireβincluding giving in to the monstrosity he spent so many years concealing from even himself.
The Cradle of Eternal Night (October 22, 2024)
Art by @pompoison. A standalone sapphic horror romantasy in which a bard and a witch fall in love on a quest to bring the light back to their dark world. Sapphic, magical, and tense, perfect for fans of Dark Souls and grumpy x sunshine romance.
Upcoming
The Institute of Manners (The Fealty of Monsters Volume 2 (20??)
Art by @t-hornapple. The revolution is paused for now as our main cast goes to graduate school. Lessons include avoiding assassination attempts, uncovering the secrets of a despot, and staying on top of the rumors of a horror-worshipping cult and anti-imperial activities alike.
I also have a whole bevy of short stories on my itch account, which is the best place to get my work if you want to leave a tip.
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Tonight's first writing night of the month is fanfic, and I thought I'd have it in me to work on two with a break for washing my hair
Before hair washing, I didn't quite get to where I wanted to be in terms of completion on the first one and now I need to decide if I want to finish it or pivot to another project
and well, one of the things I'm endeavoring for my mental health is rating each day on a 1-5 scale on two metrics, and they are
1) How satisfied do I feel with my day?
2) How prepared do I feel for tomorrow?
And I think to score above a 3 on the 1st one, I need to finish this fic
some of you need to realize that your faves would be having unsafe bdsm sex because they donβt actually know what bdsm sex is, they just want to fuck and also kill each other. you must understand this.
you donβt have to write safe practices and contract agreements. your audience knows not to apply any of this in their real lives, sasuke doesnβt know what a safe word is im begging you please write the toxic yaoi
some of you need to realize that your faves would be having unsafe bdsm sex because they donβt actually know what bdsm sex is, they just want to fuck and also kill each other. you must understand this.
you donβt have to write safe practices and contract agreements. your audience knows not to apply any of this in their real lives, sasuke doesnβt know what a safe word is im begging you please write the toxic yaoi
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Genuinely curious, what makes you so interested in rot and decay? I notice it's in a lot of your art, most of your fruit people were paired with a rotting, moldy version. I think you had some mushroom people drawing like that too iirc. And your newest piece is a decaying mermaid. What draws you into those themes?
All your art is beautiful and amazing btw!
Itβs kinda silly, but I had a very religious upbringing and was taught Iβd live for eternity and that I must devote my life to god in order to gain a spot in heaven - which sounded like absolute purgatory to my child self. I didnβt even ask to be born, and now youβre telling me I have to keep this bit up FOREVER? A lifetime is already overwhelming, let alone eternity.
As a cope I got really into death, rot and the natural cycle of life. Let there be a conclusion to this short window of existence
Also - isnβt it kinda messed up to have kids if you believe in the concept of hell? You pull an innocent soul from the abyss, and now they run the risk of eternal damnation.
The whole βItβs our duty as gods chosen people to create families in his honorβ spiel just sounds like pushing the consequences onto your offspring. Like those chain emails that say youβll die if you donβt send it out to 5 new people.
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remember in alan wake 2 when thomas zane (body actor for alan wake the character) came onto casper darling (performed by voice actor for alan wake the character)?
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The first rule of fandom is have fun. The second rule of fandom is find an enabler and become an enabler. Yes you should write that fic. What if it was even hornier? What if it was angstier? What if you wrote it just for me?
