Ladyillusions World

I lay here in bed and listen to songs that make me cry because I need to detoxify myself of horrific things I did to hurt you. It doesn't help my heart, I know I hurt you so badly, from which I can never recover. My heart too is broken not for myself but for you! The ache I brought in to your life has been really something I have never experienced in my entire lifetime!

I wish we could go to that first time we said hello, knowing what I now know. Things could be so much different then where they ended up today.

I feel the tears running down my face as they burn down my cheeks and drop like waterfalls, onto my chest! I gasp for air as I forget to breathe. You are a part of me no matter where you go from here. I turn to run, but look back to see if your truly done and your gone! Was it all in my head? The connection that we felt?? I wish i hadn't loved you this deep cause now it hurts so bad...

I wish we could go to that first time we said hello, knowing what I now know. Things could be so much different then where they ended up today.

I WISH WE COULD...

The tenderness I saw in your eyes was it just a trick of the eye? You brought sun where before there was only rain! You brought happiness to my life where there used to only be frowns! My world has been turned upside down since the first time we kinked together! I don't know how you can't see that I'm in love you.

I wish we could go to that first time we said hello, knowing what I now know. Things could be so much different then where they ended up today.

BY: Angela MacRae