og followers will know my obsession with playlist curation lmao
sharing my heated rivalry (hollanov) spotify playlist
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og followers will know my obsession with playlist curation lmao
sharing my heated rivalry (hollanov) spotify playlist

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it made me irrationally upset to hear my friend say that they just couldnât get past episode 1 of heated rivalry because of how explicit it was and that it just wasnât for them
(weâve told her multiple times that thatâs fine, but that they just had to get past the first few episodes to really get it and see the beauty in it)
and then turn around and enthusiastically share how theyâve started watching off campus and loves it, a show that is as, if not more, explicit than heated rivalry
and donât get me wrong, i enjoy off campus in its and my own way too
it just felt like they were saying the quiet part out loud, you know?
lmfao my mom extracted and saved the oil that came out from cooking salmon for its omega-3 and lovingly called it âomega oilâ đ the way i cackled and she asked why đĽšđĽš
im making shane and ilya individual depressing playlists on my spotify and wowâŚ. shane is so olivia rodrigo coded its ridiculous
like bro
( a collection of too close for 'just friends' prompts. adjust phrasing as necessary.) feel free to make edits to better suit your muse.
Theyâve always hugged, but lately those hugs linger just a beat too long.
Sharing a bed during a tripâneither of them sleeps much because theyâre too aware of the otherâs presence.
Accidentally slipping into couple habits (buying each other food, remembering their exact coffee order, fixing their collar, etc.).
Friends teasing them for acting like a couple⌠and both of them freezing because it hits a little too close.
One notices the otherâs dating profile and feels irrationally territorial.
The line between âfriendly banterâ and âflirtingâ has gotten blurry.
A partner/bystander points it out bluntly: âYou know theyâre in love with you, right?â
A fight about boundariesâbecause one of them wants more, but is terrified of losing the friendship.
A drunken kiss that neither of them can stop thinking about.
Everyone else assumes theyâre together already⌠and they canât quite correct them.
âDo you have any idea what it does to me when you look at me like that?â
âYouâre supposed to be my safe place, not the reason my chest feels like itâs going to explode.â
âWe canâtâGod, we canât cross that line.â
âSay it. Say you donât feel it too, and Iâll drop it.â
âYou donât get to touch me like that and still call it friendship.â
âStop smiling at me like Iâm yours.â
âIf this is just friendship, then why canât I breathe when youâre this close?â
âYouâre going to ruin me, and you donât even know it.â
âOne more second like this, and Iâm not going to be able to stop myself.â
âTell me you donât want me, and Iâll believe you.â
âDonât kiss me like that and pretend it means nothing.â
âWeâre not supposed to do this. Weâre not supposed to feel this.â
âIâd rather lose my mind than lose you, and right now I think Iâm losing both.â
âDo you want me to beg? Is that what this is?â
âIf we cross this line, nothing will ever be the same. And God help me, I still want to.â
âIf you keep touching me like that, I wonât be able to stop.â
âFriends donât ache when the other leaves the room. So what does that make us?â
âTell me to go, and I will. Pleaseâsay something before I do something we canât take back.â
âDonât call me your best friend when youâre looking at me like Iâm more.â
âIf this is nothing, then why does it feel like everything?â
âYou donât get it, do you? Every time you smile at me, it feels like a promise.â
âYouâre in my head all the time, and itâs killing me. Friends arenât supposed to feel like this.â
âIf we cross this line, youâre not just my friend anymore. Youâre my downfall.â
âYouâre standing too close.â
âDo you even know what youâre doing to me right now?â
âStop making me want something I canât have.â
âI canât lose you to this, but God, I canât stop wanting you either.â
âYouâre looking at me weird.â
âThat wasnât a⌠friendly thing to say.â
âDo you always stand this close?â
âWhy does it feel different when itâs you?â
âYouâre supposed to be my best friend, not the one making my heart race.â
âThat⌠didnât sound like a joke.â
âStop holding me like that. Friends donât hold each other like that.â
âDo you even realize how youâre looking at me right now?â
âDonât call me yours. You donât mean it.â
âI canât breathe when you touch me like that.â
âSay weâre still just friends. Lie to me.â
âWeâre not supposed to want this.â
âIf this is nothing, then why does it feel like everything?â
âOne more second and Iâm not going to be able to stop myself.â
âEvery time you laugh, I forget weâre not allowed to be more.â
âTell me you donât feel it. Please. Tell me Iâm imagining this.â
âYou canât just kiss me and act like it means nothing.â
âIâm trying so hard not to want you, and youâre making it impossible.â
âIf you keep looking at me like that, I swear Iâll ruin everything.â
âTell me to go, or Iâm not going to.â
âYouâre mine. God help me, I donât care what we call itâyouâre mine.â
âIâd rather destroy this friendship than pretend I donât want you anymore.â
âDo you want me to beg? Because I will.â
âWeâve already crossed the line. The second I realized I loved you, we did.â
âStop staring at me like that. Youâre my best friend.â
âYou canât just⌠say stuff like that. Weâre supposed to be friends.â
âFriends donât make my heart do backflips when they smile.â
âWhy does it feel like Iâm cheating when you go on dates?â
âDonât hold my hand if you donât mean it.â
âWeâve been friends for years, so why does it suddenly feel different?â
âDonât kiss me like that if youâre going to pretend it didnât happen.â
âYouâre supposed to be the one I tell about my crush, not be the crush.â
âThatâs not a friendly kind of jealousy.â
âIf weâre just friends, then why do I feel like youâre mine?â

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!!!!!!!
betrayal is the juiciest most underutilized trope ever
that shit is so good if it's done right
like get two characters that are inseparable, written in the stars type shit, the two of them against the world, closer than blood, joined at the hip, a package deal
and then BOOM
betrayal
split up
never speak to each other again
it's fucked up it's evil it ruins both of them
you'll have one character ridden with guilt and regret, always replaying it in their mind, haunted by both the choice they made and the permanent lack of their person
and the other one is so shook to their core, if the person they trusted and counted on and leaned on more than anyone else in the whole world could do that to them, then how can they ever trust another person again
and they'll always be replaying it in their mind too, if there was something they could have done to prevent it
and even better
get the one who gets betrayed to see the signs, to know it's coming but write it off as anxiety or their own doubts and fears because the trust they've built with this person is stronger than that and they've actually come to believe their person would never do that to them and then BAM
their suspicions were right all along
and even better give both characters anxious attachment and abandonment and trust issues, give them childhood trauma from their parents and a lifetime of failed relationships that came before, make them believe they've finally found something safe and permanent and let them just be settling into it and trusting it and then rip it away
it's pure angst
tragedy in it's most perfect form
it's a canon event that could never have been avoided no matter what different choices were made
it's fate
it's death and rebirth and death and rebirth again, two broken souls coming together and becoming something new and beautiful together and then shattering into something grotesque and hollow and jagged and permanently scarred
it's so juicy
so angsty so intense so hurt/no comfort coded
it's delicious
ok im filo and apparently tumblr is being banned (already banned? idk) here in our country so to all my followers, if i never post again, thats why lol
ilya rozanov edit to tswiftâs father figure, you will always be dear to me
in my head, hollanovâs on ice aura as teammates rivals or is on par as virtuemoir and their âmove or be movedâ vibe during warmups
only main difference is hollanovâs actually in love đ
inspired by this tiktok btw

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my mostly unfiltered thoughts as i watch s4 of bridgerton! (episode 4)
edited and proofread because i was delirious and sleep deprived while watching! i also donât want to be called rude names by subfandoms â¨â¨đ
urgh i love shane soo much
he really stayed up all night planning the rest of his life with ilya just to ensure he doesnât marry anyone else but him, goes on to relay his plans to ilya, but is then surprised when ilya calls him his boyfriend
what a cutiepie; basically implied his intention to marry and grow old with him, they are way past boyfriends even at that point
my mostly unfiltered thoughts as i watch s4 of bridgerton! (episode 2)
edited and proofread because i was delirious and sleep deprived while watching! i also donât want to be called rude names by subfandoms â¨â¨đ
my mostly unfiltered thoughts as i watch s4 of bridgerton! (episode 3)
edited and proofread because i was delirious and sleep deprived while watching! i also donât want to be called rude names by subfandoms â¨â¨đ
my mostly unfiltered thoughts as i watch s4 of bridgerton! (episode 1)
edited and proofread because i was delirious and sleep deprived while watching! i also donât want to be called rude names by subfandoms â¨â¨đ

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whenever i think of s3 bridgerton, i cant help but think THEN cackle about the hot air balloon scene
like girl, bffr you had enough time to get out of there + lord debling (? forgot his name) was NOT effectively protecting pen in ANY way like TTTT
thereâs a whole other world out there